farewell on sat was reli nice and swt.

we had e usual icebreakers to get to know more bout e sec1s jnrs. actually i reli cant rem any 1 of dem.. mabbe e faces but not the name. well to tell u e truth.. i cant even rem some of the present sec2s. e games we played were quite creative and may come into use during mj's 2nd orientation. heh. den had station games. played water and stuff. clean up den had dinner!
dinner was alright. tok n eat. eat and tok. after dinner got concert and games. wheE. fun pls. i went up to play e tian cai gogogo's dao zhuang ju and was kick outta game almost immediately. omg i'm lousy in saying words e opp way pls.

ohohoh.. each of us rcv a scrapbk with notes frm all e jnrs.. reli nice. sumtimes ur lil actions may nt seem significant but to others it reli makes alot of impact. e test tube thingy is reli nice too. thnx jnrs! :)

grateful for all e frens i've made during e days i spend in netball.

my connection is still so unstable. guess what that means. ohwell~ mabbe e prob lies with me coz my bro said when he uses e com it was ok.

anw oc was good even thou i slacked thruout but it was nice watching it. i still like e dance. heh. e rest was good too.

tmr's farewell. finally. we're always e latest but at least there's one. hopefully it'll be sth gd.

ok it's gd that my connection is up again. new modem and stuff but it's like so unstable tt it's driving me insane. i hope it'll be ok. hopefully it's nt sth wrong with e filter if nt i'd hafta say tt challenger sucks.

i'm reli pissed off today. nope nt becoz i went out with kt even thou i'm irritated by his pointing and stuff but ohwell..~ i'm just pissed with my bro's attitude. i hate e way he gets frustrated when i ask him to do a simple thing and act as if he's some bz person who cant use a few min to help me do sth. i hate e way he just hang up my fone w/o letting me say anything. i hate e way he said "i've got a 2nd line" b4 i can say i wanna tok to my sis. i dislike him acting clever and asking me to buy a new modem which can connect manually instead of automatically. actually i just hate him today. i prefer him when he's just sitting there not saying anything coz i dont like his voice.

i'm happy thou coz i finally bought a v-neck shirt which i wished to get long time ago even thou i wanted e black one. it's bright pink.. new colour frm gio v nice. fell in love with e colour straight away when i saw it yest. yesyesyes. it's mine now!! it's kinda bimbotic but i like it anw.

tmr's oc. fcute dance for me pls!!! haha. lking forward to it. e dance is reli nice. i like e slides. e spotlights are cool too. e sch shud buy some. heh~

my mom hates mj. she thinks it's lousy and wants mi to leave for tj if i can make it dere but i like it here. she thinks i dun have e will to study hard here coz i'm playing ard too much. she hates to see me go hme late. mabbe ava is just nt e cca for me coz it's making mi too bz. she thinks i kip wanting to skip sch but going to sch on wed is reli ptless. i only have math tutorial dat day. but she doesnt believe me. she doesnt believe me anymore.

every1's asking me to leave mj. i'm confused. dey say it's stressful and tough here. but which sch's nt stressful? it's just a matter of where e stress is coming frm. i'm afraid that tj's too clever for me. i'm afraid of peer pressure. i'm afraid of practically everything. i wish i'm nt so weak.

mabbe in e end i dun even have to make a choice.

mabbe i wunt even have a choice.

actually i'm looking forward to 2nd orientation even though i'm still worrying about my results. please stop asking me whether i received the teaching thing or talk about it in front of me. i'm afraid.

anyway met with my mmm grp to lk for a place for our games. well didnt expect it to be so tiring can. i'm scared that the scs will think that the locations for the games are boring because it's mostly at void decks because simei is really boring. other than flats.. you can't really find any other things ard. actually i wanted to look for simei park but i have no idea how to go there so i just make do with a void deck and furthermore i was the last one to decide on a location so i dun wanna let the others wait for me. i'm a considerate girl. hopefully my game will be chosen. i shall write about the game if it's chosen.

sajc was.. wow! i went there coz of angie. haha it was filled with ppl can. so packed and noisy.. somemore e weather was f-hot!!! e air-con hall was heaven.. it was the only place that i enjoy going to the most. heh. anw didnt manage to see sheena there coz there was just too many pple and i was leaving soon after that. but i hugged angie!! yays!

ok. this is like oh so sudden. we've not spend enough time with you yet. we've not go your house bai nian. we havent had our sleepovers which was supposedly to be during e december holidays. we've not had enough of you yet but you're already gone. i noe it's not like you're going to be gone forever but it's diff btwn being here in spore and being there in nz now.

it's like oni 1 day since u left for nz and i'm already missing you. it's like everything's still the same but deep down we know there are lotsa changes. hope you'll have a great time and get to know lotsa nice people over there butbutbut please don't forget about the people who are in spore k. we're still missing you alot. looking for your breaks when you can come back here and spend time with us please!!

missing you. :