terrible. i'm falling sick. or mabbe i shud say i'm sick alredi.

cant stop sneezing and coughing pls. sneeze till my eyes cant open. feeling damn swollen now. sore throat for me too. i tot it was due to e fog and stuff. oops. i still have orientation on mon. damn it. why cant i be sick mabbe on nx mon so i can skip sch?

anw i guess i wasnt bored or tired yest when i went out with angie.. it was just pre-illness syndroms. haha~

yup as expected i'm staying in mjc. hafta go back to sch for admin stuffs tmr. it's gonna be damn boring again.. hopefully we wunt hafta sit in e hall for hrs listening to talks again.

have to reach sch earlier tmr to "welcome" e freshies. cant wait to see who's in my og. yays.. exciting. hehs. orientation will start on mon till thurs. yayay!!

anw i'm happy. again. and i dun feel like saying why. again.

oops. :)

yays! spent e whole afternn with angie yest. went ecp for picnic. met earlier so tt we cud go ntuc to buy tidbits den took 31 all e way dere. walkwalkwalk den finally reach.

we decided to sit at a stone table so e mat angie brought was of no use and she blamed me for it. unreasonable woman. anws.. den we started stuffing ourselves with e food while trying to spot some gdlking hunks. however instead of hunks we saw a woman who zao-geng coz she was wearing this damn short and flowy skirt. vainpot. den went gelare for banana boat basket and wrote lame crappy notes on postcards for sheena.

took lotsa stupid fotos.. hopefully angie will upload dem real soon. anw i only realised tt i was burnt when i wanted to bathe after i reach hme. it's still red now and e shape lks kinda weird.

went to sch today for morning assembly only which is quite stupid. max was reli surprised when he saw us.. especially thomas. his expression was reli funny but.. actually he's alwiz funny. we skipped lessons for e whole day and went parkway to rot instead. i'll try to be hardworking after orientation. really.

i've been going out almost everyday this wk. but if i dun take this chance to play my ass off i dun think dere'll be time for me to waste once sch really starts. no more life after 1st 3 mths and 2nd orientation.

butbutbut i'm spending my money way too fast and my pockets are really empty right now which makes mi feel so insecure.(sounds lame) oh and i still want to buy a bag. my goodness. i really should start saving and stop hanging out with rich asses such as ******* lim. oops.

i was reli irritated by some1 just now but.. forget it. it's really better to go shopping with girls. at least they understand e joy of it. e trip to bugis was futile coz i didnt catch anything i like at all. it was till when i came back to tamp dat i saw sth which was near to my liking but still nt too nice. my mom tot it lks too yalamish and was against e idea of me buying it. she's afraid i'll turn yalam. ohwell. i'm afraid too. haha.

anw instead of buying a bag i actually bought a top. like again!! mabbe it's ok for others but nt for me pls. i shouldnt be tempted by anything anymore.. erh other than bags. no more clothes for me. at least nt so soon.

i'll control myself better the next time.

omg i'm like so jealous now. just finish viewing e fotos qian posted on shutterfly. e scenery over there is like oh so beautiful. so countryside and stuff.. so nice. spore.. buildings and more buildings only. boring. love e little flowers she took. e seals are so cute too.

it's time for me to go nz and study too. no more mjc for me. hehs.

i'm still reading angels and demons. slow reader i am. feel like going out for shopping but it aint fun w/o money. sososo.. more rotting at hme. but it seems like i'm missing out alot of fun by staying at hme. ohwell. it's fri alredi.. going to be mon soon and hafta go back to sch again. boring.. even thou cons and kt are planning to crash.

i've not been doing hw. actually i dun even noe what hw i have. i think i'm supposed to do self-study on econs butbutbut.. i'm still reading angels and demons so i dun have time to study. lols. mabbe i'll start revising tmr.

anws postings are out on tues. so rem to check ya. doesnt reli matter to me coz i'm sure i'll be staying in mjc. but i've nt paid e 7bucks. will dey cancel my registration? hmmms..

took frm e fotos qian uploaded for us. reli cute so decided to kop!!!

back frm ogl camp.

actually it was kinda fun. enjoy cheering even thou i didnt lose my voice.. but dat doesnt mean i didnt cheer enthusiastically. i'm just pro. realise dat e ppl in my hse are all quite nice n fun.

anw i discover tt being games ic isnt dat lousy actually. instead i found e enjoyment of asking ppl "are u sure u wan ur bonus pts?!!" and look at diff things dey are willing to do to get those pts. it's even more fun to make dem do things to get those pts. wellwellwell.. lking forward to sabo-ing e freshies during orientation!! yays.

e only stupid thing was mi and my partner had to wait 5hrs in simei for a grp to come and play our game during mmm but in e end it was cancelled coz dere wasnt enough time. tt reli suck but thankfully it's nt going to be like this during orientation.

overall it was fun but i'm glad to be at home now coz i can slp on my bed and no more back aches for me!!

went out with boobs bird bren and ele yest. supposedly going to eat steamboat at marina bay but it's a lil too far and too hot over dere so we decided to go somewhere which is cooler and nt dat far awy. boobs and bird were late.. make us wait still dun wanna treat us.

in e end we went kenny at suntec. waited for 1/2hr b4 we got seated. tok cock and waste our time. took fotos.. yays!!

tmr's camp. packed my things liao. my bag is like so filled. sad for me.. i dun have any other bags. boo! hopefully it's gonna be fun even thou i wunt be playing e games. double boos!!

will be gone till tues only. so no more miss me. :(

i'm thinking...

should i cut my hair and wait for it to be long OR should i wait for my hair to be long den cut??

anw 1st 3 mths is coming to an end. time reli passes so quickly.. cant believe it. even thou e ppl frm my cg doesnt reli come to sch very often.. especially towards e end of 1st 3 mths but i think i'll still miss them.

i'm nt going to kip ponning sch after this coz i'm a gd student. i'll try to be diligent and not spend too much of my time online. i shall do all my tutorials and hand them in on time.

what a dream.

ohwell but b4 i become a gd student i wanna play hard during march hols!! yay~~~

i hate my shoes.

they make me xia suayed. i slipped coz e flr was damn slippery. i shrieked and scolded fuck. i know i shudnt but i did. i shudnt be so vulgar.

ok it didnt rain today. i was talking about yest.

ooo. i'm happy! heh. because of sth u dunno!! and i'm nt going to tell u.

whee!!

hopefully nothing's going to chg but i think there will but.. erm.. ohwell~ i'm staying in mj and i'm lking forward to 2nd orientation. yays =)

i'm fine with it.

i'm ok. :)

life's about making choices. how do u noe which is e right choice?

have i done sth wrong? how do i know if it's really wrong?

what if it's really wrong? is there any way i can make it right?

what if there's nothing i can do to make it right?

no matter what life still goes on.


anw went out n bought shoes today. i'm happy!

ate seoul garden. so yummy even thou it's all meat n f-oily but it's ok i guess since i dun eat it often. e last time i went to seoul garden was during my birthday last yr. so unforgettable. haha. anw heels are a torture. pain pls.

i think there's sth wrong with my body. well..~

oh and i just realise i don't have link for archives. haha. too bad. :p

ok results are finally out. after worrying for so many days.. i've gotta say tt e teaching thing is so nt true. it's nt for o's result ranging frm 15-25. kiss my ass pls.

anw parents are nv contented with ur results. no matter how much u get dey'll think u can get better. dun think too highly of me pls. so what if others get v gd. if u're jealous of dem ask dem be ur child instead pls. surely i dun wanna get gd grades la. no matter wad i get u'll think it's lousy too. even if i reli did well u'll only tell me it's what i.. as a student.. should do.

ya i know it reflects badly on u when others ask bout my results. dun compare pls. i tot it was already quite alright. do u noe i was so afraid due to e teaching shit? no.. just because i didnt say anything doesnt mean i'm feeling good. stop making assumptions.

ohwell. at least i improve frm my prelims.