as students, most of us spend most of our time in school and the relationship we have with our fellow school mates and teachers is really impt because it will make us either love or hate going to sch. so if we hate going to sch we will not be able to concentrate during lesson time and have a good time right? so should students be close friends with our teachers? do you think there's really a need to be close to teacher as to the extent that we share our personal stuff with them?

actually i don't think there's a need for students to be close friends with the teacher. we just have to respect them and that's good enough already. i mean we don't go to sch to be friends with the teachers what.. and furthermore the main job of teachers is to impart students the necessary knowledge to pass exams.

so why is XXX so desperate to be friends with us ah. whatfor WHAT FOR?!! all the girls are totally disgusted. we were already fine with you but you just have to do something to make us hate u again. stop traumatising us with ur gayness and your oversensitivity. ur actions makes it difficult for us to respect you as a teacher. don't be so desperate to make us like you or even to be friends with you and tell us everything about ourselves. i don't see a point in confiding in you. you're not the kind of person i want to be friends with even if you're my classmate. whats more i have other close friends to talk to. i'm not that desperate to find someone to confide in.

i hope you'll just fuck off and stop giving us the talk-to-me-coz-i'm-ur-best-friend tone coz it's GAY. stop trying to dig information abt our family life or whatsoever from others. if you wanna know something about a person.. ask her personally. but i guess it will be as useless coz no1 wants to talk to you. and stop telling us stories about ur teenage life because no1 believe you. if you're an ahbeng then what will you call those real bengs? u're insulting them pls. so stop trying to make urself sound rebellious coz it's real GAY.

never in my whole life have i met a teacher as terrible and disgusting as you b4.

i'm so sick of sch. tell me why do we have to go to sch?

anw when was the last time you cried? lala..

bren's latest blg entry (at least when i saw, it was the latest) makes mi miss ahs. i dunno why i should miss ahs but i just miss ahs.

thinking back, i've no idea if i've wasted my 4 yrs there. i didn't study hard enough during those years and ended up with lousy grades when i graduated. i made quite a number of friends there but it seems like i'm not close to any one of them except for a few. i was in a v nice lower sec class but a pity i'm not too close to them but at least i gotta know my 3 best friends from there. luckily i have bren who lives near me to go to sch with me since sec3 till now. haha.

i ended up in a hypocritical, cynical and sadistic upper sec class but they were actually quite entertaining. we:
-laugh at teachers
-give teachers and one another lousy attitude
-hurl vulgarities at each other
-slp in class-
sell tid-bits to other classes
-give teachers weird gifts
-backstab each other

and e list goes on. actually some people were quite fun to talk to and there are alot of lamers but i still didn't become too close to them except for sheena and angie. w/o them school would have been so boring. no bitching no laughing no photo taking etc.

some teachers are really nice while the rest sucks which makes school interesting. used to ogle at upper sec guys and did stupid things during sec sch but i was childish can? every1 was once immature but at least all of us will grow up to be mature someday. i'm a totally different person from who i was 4 years ago. i bitch more now.

but actually i still love those whom i bitch about sometimes. i love everyone. lol.

i finally had the courage to reveal my lousy results to my mom. she was very pissed off of course. if i was my mother i would be angry too.

anyway i told her either my dad or her will have to go to sch for meet-the-parents. expectedly she said she's not going, i doubt my dad will go. i told my ct that my parents are not interested in such things but he said he'll talk to them if they are really not going. seriously i don't see the point of teachers talking to parents.

ok maybe through this, parents will be able to know how their child is doing in school but actually it's not much help too. if the child is not interested in studying, talking to the parents wunt improve the grades especially when we're so old already. ok maybe parents and teachers will still think we're immature and stuff.. but still.. erh whatever. i don't see the need of forcing parents to talk to ct. well if the parents want to talk to the teachers, it's a different story altogether.

actually i'm quite afraid to think of what my ct's going to say to my parents if he's really going to call them. he is the kind of person who look too much into trivial matters, overly sensitive and usually blow small matters out of proportional. erh maybe results isnt that small a matter. anyway i just hate to think tt he's going to call.

i shall pretend i don't give a damn. damn!!!!!!

went for a haircut on saturday. really dunno what to say about it. most people said it looks almost the same as last time butbutbut it's different. it sucks! it's so short. i totally regret. the only good thing about it is that all my frizzy ends are gone but other than that it's really ugly. i look so toot. wish my hair will grow longer soon. i look like a some sua gu girl from e countryside now. bah!

anw it seems like the girls in my class are all interested in looking for a job. actually it's only 2 la after ele. it's really tempting can.. make more money and i can go buy more clothes and stuff. nonono i think i shouldnt la. coz it's not like my grades are really good i can afford to drop a few grades ya. instead i hafta work harder for promos in order to prevent myself from retaining. well byebye to extra dough.

i so wish to go overseas now. urgh. if only there's no sch no work no worries no stress no everything. if only there's no technology advancement no competition among people and all of us live a simple life.

i wanna go swimming jogging play mahjong stuff myself with food ogle at edison for the whole day shout out loud jump ard and go crazy. most of all i wanna slp for the whole month and wake up to find out i'm one rich ass. wheeeee what a dream. pui

my results for midyr is really terrible.. unexpectedly lousy. it makes mi depressed just thinking about it. i guess i'll just have to score in all the little tests and start preparing for promos from now in order to get promoted at the end of the yr. yucks.

sth really fun happened in sch recently which drew the girls in my class closer. it's true that whenever girls are together it's inevitable that we'll start bitching about other people. that's what makes life interesting. i guess we're really a group of mean people coz we kept making life difficult for our teachers but it's fun to be mean.

nonono!! i feel like sucha loser loner whatever. midyr ended on wed and i've yet to hang out with any of my friends yet. wth. i'm stuck at home for sosososo many days when i'm supposed to party and celebrate the end of exams. bahhhh!!! but i went tm with my sis and mom this afternn. at least i didnt spend the entire day at home today.

butbutbut who says tt i have to hangout and party and celebrate and whatever with my friends after exams huh?! slping at hme and rotting my days awy is cool too k!!

yaya.. whatever. :(