so she says it's worth celebrating teachers' day in such a special way. does having a few ppl putting up some item=special? u mean only our sch does tt? oh so i wonder what other jc does for teachers' day.

i heard last yr each cg had to come up with an item to put up during the perf and they had the whole celebration at night where all the classes sat in the parade sq and enjoy. so what happened this yr? u mean having it in the hall in the afternn rather than in the parade sq at night more unique? oh i see.

but at least we're going to have 2 days of hol. mabbe that's the special part.

my gp tutor told me my language has improved which is great if it's true because i'm nt an angmohish person. i spend more than 3/4 of my time speaking chi seeing chi listening chi. i was totally laughing my ass off. i've no idea whether i should believe him but no matter what it really brightens up my day even though i know u're sniggering at me now. but do you think i care?! haha......

so after hearing what he said i was trying to recall what i've done in the past few months which has enabled me to improve and the only thing that comes to my mind was.. blogging. lol! ok i think this sounds even more stupid but.. whatever. however one sucky thing that i realised in my essay is that i have got lots of problems with my tenses. bahhhhhh whatever.

so i was wondering if i can maintain my improved language. actually i dont think so because i can only write when i'm in a good mood and most of the time it's when i'm at home and that essay which he commented on was written when i was at home! haha.

and i tot blogs were supposed to allow the writer to type about whatever he/she feels like saying till i was told it wasnt because u can actually get punished (severely?) if u write things which may seem rude (eg. XXX sucks, YYY is a dick face, ZZZ is so fgay-->kinda familiar).

den what's the POINT in having a blog?

i guess it's in existence for boot-licking purposes. u cant write any negative things for fear of getting found out so the only shit u can and ARE ALLOWED TO write are the positive aspects of life. u cant mention any names or sch or whatsoever when u wanna say it sucks.(mabbe only if u're really famous then u'll be given the rights to do it)

i felt terrible after lking at angie's timetable. it was a completely wrong move. other than tt, yest was quite a nice day.

today was a shit day despite the fact tt it was actually a fri and a super duper short day for me= go-home-early-and-slack-like-siao day. they said we need to change our attitude. how to chg? mabbe gradually it will, but not now. after calming ourselves down mabbe we'll understand what's wrong. hah! but i dun reli give a damn about it. it's better if everyone just don't bother about anything.

cant believe it's gonna be promos in a mth's time. wth. so fast. no more eye candy for me soon. no more motivation to go sch. i guess it's time in search for somemore. lol.

i have no idea what i go to school for. should i have gone to poly instead of jc? i guess it's a little too late to ponder over this question now that i'm going to face promos in another 1.5mth.

i'm no longer enjoying myself like i used to during 1st 3 months (well i shouldn't be enjoying anyway). my class is funny and all but that's not the point. it's like at the end of the day, i'll be thinking to myself what am i doing in this school. what am i going to do in the future. bahhhh. if only i was in a cca which i like, which is more interesting, mabbe my life would have been happier. actually it wouldn't have made a difference because it will all boil down to the same in e end.

if-onlys never happen because what's done has been done and there's no way we can chg it.

i'm looking forward to the end of 2 years of college.

so tired. i wish to fall sick soon so i can skip sch.

nx week is a blessing. 1 half day and 2 off days. yayness!

some1 make fri a weekend too pls. i'll LUBBB EEEUUUUU. eww

lalas .