i hate it when i'm forced to get prepared to go out at the last min and expect me to be all ready in 15min time. that's what my dad and grandma always do and it really pisses me off. whenever i go out with my friends.. i'll usually take at least an hour to get prepared. including bathing and stuff la.. 15min is just not enough.

when i say i don't want to go out, why do you have to force me to go. why do you have to make me feel that i'll be in the wrong if i don't go out with all of you. what's the matter with you huh!!!

and YOU. stop buying clothes for me and STOP giving me clothes which you accidentally bought a size smaller for yourself. i mean c'mon we don't dress alike la. i know you're being nice blahblahblah but don't waste those money. it will be better if you just gimme cash, i'll be happier.

i think i'm a bitch.

anw promos in 1 mth's time. have u start studying? fuck exams. i'm going to play like siao after tt regardless of whether i'm going to get retained. butbutbut i'll study coz i don't want to get retained.

i'm feeling happy coz my mom bought herself a new bed. haha actually i'd prefer sleeping on the floor. i love to sleep on the floor i dunno why. maybe it feels safer.. more 脚踏实地 la. 哈哈！anw i've not been writing chi for quite some time. kinda missed it. actually chi words are kinda beautiful.

oh i was reading my bro's 星期五周报 and i saw this article on blogging. there're these 2 guys who blogged about sch life through drawing comic strips. so i was thinking mabbe i can send in the story about my disgusting teacher which i've been constantly complaining and hurling insults at. i think it would be quite interesting.

ok it's just a random thought. i don't think i'll actually do that. i'm a coward. 胆小鬼. boooo