hi pay. bye work.

byebye auntie's "erzi".

quit my job. again. oops. actually sch is really better than working. or mabbe sales is just nt my cup of tea. but everyone there are so nice except for a certain someone who thinks every1 other than herself is crazy and complain about everything under e sun.

in fact i think she's the one who is e craziest.

1 mth free to do anything i like. slp late, wake up late, go out with friends as n when i like, talk non-stop, eat lunch even after 2pm blahblahblah. the opportunity cost is 1000bucks. urgh. my heart kinda hurts. but freedom is priceless la. LOL.

anw my mom's friends are coming over from m'sia to visit her 2 wks later. her whole family will be staying at my hse. urgh. totally dun reli like them. sorry qian, no more staying at my hse. :( butbutbut now i have lotsa time to go out. hehs.

FUN.

so full. ice-cream was cool. HAHA what a pun. -.-

i manage to resist my temptation of buying more clothes. what a relief. now i'm trying to plan how i'm going to spend my moneh. heehee. 2 more days to The Day.

finally replace my "lost" atm card. feel so much more secure now.

something rare just happened.

the floor of my kitchen cracked. the whole floor. what a spectacular sight. eh abit exaggeration sia. totally wanna post the picture but no bluetooth or anything to transfer from fone. i'm sucha loser.

5 more days to payday. how exciting. totally decided where to go splurge alr. cant wait. yayayayay!!! :D

dilemma for me. cant make up my mind. sigh.



i'm so sick of not understanding what is going on. maybe i should stop doing what i'm doing and move on instead of thinking of the impossible.

wth. i think i did the stupidest thing in the world.

i put my atm card into the slot which the receipt is supposed to come out from. e pt is i didnt realise anything wrong with it when the card doesnt fit nicely into the hole. i even shoved the card further into the hole when the screen didnt chg, thinking tt it must be the machine's prob.
siao what the hell was i thinking. furthermore the card has only been with me for at most 3-4wks only.

new card for me again. yay. :(

i dunno whether i shud be happy anot.

if spending money=happy den i'm happy.

well i was happy but i'm beginning to fear that i will overspend. but at least i manage to buy clothes which i think i will wear for a long time. hahaha.

work tmr again. 5 more days to my next off day.

sian. :(

i'm beginning to hate a certain grp of ppl more than before because they are so rude and stuck up. i was close to throwing bak kuas in their faces today. ok to be fair actually it was just HIM because his companions were quite nice ladies and almost wanted to buy bak kuas from me at 1st. butbutbut he just hafta ruin it by saying tt he thinks we v pian qian. RIGHT IN MY FACE AND IMMEDIATELY AFTER HE ATE THE SAMPLES.

bought an imitation of dunno what brand's watch for 10 bucks today. totally nice. totally happy. the only prob is it's too loose and i'm thinking of ways to poke more holes to make it tighter.

anw off day tmr. yays. going out. double yays!! planning to go arab st if i remember to ask my dad where it is. google it and found out tt there's this shop which sells second-hand levi's jeans for as low as 6 bucks. hmm shud be if lucky den got wan la. anw the place sounds real interesting. how exciting.

some1 said i'm becoming not so dark now. but i'm becoming really yellow sia. true yellow chinese sia. time to get back my tan. hiaks. i'm so gonna book cla for next sat/sun can?? i'm so not making use of her. anw it's also a chance to meet up ya. :D

totally gonna slp late and wake up late tmr. :)

i was on the train hoping to reach home asap when this bastard has to come n ruin my day.

i know i shouldn't be standing beside the door but what can i do when there are so many ppl on the train ah. i know you wanna alight but the train hasnt even reach the platform yet so whats the hurry man. furthermore it's not as if i didnt siam for u to get down. i tried to compress my humongous bag n took a step back jus to allow you to alight yanoe. BUT u fucking hafta gimme attitude and use ur fucking stinky bag to sweep me aside when i wasnt even really blocking you. for goodness sake i'm sure there was enough space for ur puny little stinky body, u bastard.

i'm sure i didnt do him any wrong to deserve sucha rude gesture from him.


it's fun to work at dfs even though it's tiring to stand for close to 8hrs daily. have to know some basic words in jap in order to communicate with the japanese who do not reli know english. well now i can know more than just kawaii, sayonara, konichiwa and baka.

also meet alot of ppl. because i'm selling chocolates, i have to get ppl to sample it. however sometimes some freaks will just walk pass me as if i wasnt there. huh u mean i not fat enough for u to realise my existence ah?! and some ppl just have to stand at the stupid food section to dig their noses like there was no tmr. wahlao. i can only desperately hope he doesnt sample my chocolates.

cant wait for the end of this mth. payday for me plssssss. hehs. :D

work is tiring. no life at all. i can only go out 2 days/wk. but for 1000 bucks at the end of the mth. hmmm nt bad.

swt dreams sucks.

nydc for me tmr. hopefully.

my pw op was crap. screwed it up totally but luckily the worse i can get is an AE.

if there was an ungraded, i'd definitely get tt. most prob i will be the only person who will get tt. haha. whatever. anw it's over alr.

today was a wake-up-early + look-like-wyt + crap + kpkb day. cant wait to start work. yeah right. at least i get to work near a nice bitch so tt we can totally illegally gather and gossip when no1 is ard.

learn alot of interesting things today.

1) when indian men hold hands, they are not gay. it's their culture.(!!!) so don't laugh at them anymore. :D

2) don't call PRC xiaojie because it means prostitute in china. instead call them dajie.

3) don't bow to koreans because they don't like it.

4) bow to japanese.

my father doesnt try to understand.

he only make assumptions.

and insist tt i'm what he perceives me to be.

!#@#%^%&%^&%#$

nowadays i feel tired almost every second. i spend most of the day sleeping. for instance i slpt from 10am after i came home from sch till ard 6. however i did wake up at ard 130 to eat lunch. haha. basically, i only wake up when i feel hungry.

anyway i'm suppose to go out shopping with my mom today but she ended up going to see some chi doctor regarding her hands always becoming numb for no reason. she wanted me to go with her to see if the doctor will have anything to treat my face. sounds abit useless lidat. no idea la.

i alr went back to skin centre twice regarding the same prob but once i stop eating the antibiotics the doctors prescribe, all the pimples will come back again. sooner or later. hate it when the doctor said it's different for each person whenever i asked him why the pimples keep coming back when others just disappear. what u said doesnt help at all la.

actually i have a feeling i'll just hafta live with it for the rest of my life.

i'm spending alot of money even before i get my pay. wth. and i have so many things unbought on my want list.

how to lose weight in the shortest time? i'm so heavy and fat i feel like an elephant.

but i'm sososo lazy to wake up early n go jogging. furthermore my sport shoes fell apart not too long ago and i dont have a decent pair of shoes to wear to jog. i cant possibly wear sch shoes to jog, it will most prob fall off after a while. i cant wear slippers or sandals too. i wish my dad will buy treadmill so i can jog as n when i like.

tummies are ugly. i have so much fats it's enough to fry chicken wings for the rest of my life.

i wanna cut down on the amt of food i consume everyday but there're just too many temptations. i'm starting to regret eating so much in the afternn.

anw i feel so cheated today. urgh.

i'm thinking of how to spend my money even before i'm earning it. what if i got pangsehed and ended up with no job? i would be a really sad girl with no money to splurge. i'm going to start saving money now so i'll have alot of money by the end of a lvl next year to fly to hk and mai dong xi chi dong xi. also to lk for edison. hehs.

it doesnt even feel as if hol has started. everyone's so bz with their pw. no fun at all. i'm going to sch early the next morning it's as though i'm attending sch on a normal day. my com is driving me crazy because it kips lagging. i hope it will just die and my dad will hafta buy a new com for me. however there's a danger that he'll just let me be com-less.

anw that day i was out with peini n sw for lunch after our pw dry run. suddenly sw asked mi how i was going to celebrate my 18th bday. hmmm 18th bday v impt meh? 2 months awy leh how exciting. i'll be one of the first to watch m18 shows legally. but actually who really cares.