cant believe 2005 is coming to an end soon.

and i'm going to turn 18 soon. i'm 1 step closer to my grave again. how exciting.

nothing to look forward to at all. :(

why, why do i hafta see pretty things when i'm really broke?

i'm craving for a pair of denim skirt, the black guess wallet i saw today and a new pair of heels. i need money, lots of it!

well shopping with my aunt n mommy was quite good. bought bra, a top and a pair of heels with their money. almost bought a red handbag but my mom said she'll look for it at the airport since she has discount. hopefully she'll buy me the wallet too. i really cant afford to spend money alr since i'm going out shopping tmr.

went to watch narnia with my cousins and their friends. all guys and non of them i know. eh weird. and i totally stained but i guess they didnt notice. rush to the toilet immediately after the movie. so embarrassing. and i'm praying my cousin's friend's car seat isnt stained.

anw we were seated in the first row. the movie's really long but nice. :D harry potterish.

well i'm missing mahjong alr peeps. :

mahjong at bren's place yest was really fun and i totally had my wu gong mi ji written on the table. i guess it's due to that which made me the overall winner. haha. if only we played money.... anyway close to 9 hrs of mahjong wasnt a bore at all.

ending the game at 11, they came over to my house for a sleepover. hehs a first time for me. we played daidee and talk a lil after that before sleeping. i'm supposed to feel most comfortable since we're sleeping at my house but i ended up falling aslp the latest due to my super serious blocked nose. i had to escape to my bro's room in order to not disturb them. but apparently all of them were like pigs and were oblivious to my suffering.

anw we decided to go over to cla's hse to swim n suntan today. shun bian went her house to have brunch. i was disappointed because the sun was not strong at all!!! swam in the pool with them at 1st den tan with bren when we saw a little more sun but it was quite useless coz not much difference at all. sigh. however we finally saw how cla's hse look like. so nice.. love the sofa can!!! and the pool is super nice n fun! the only bad thing is her house is a little too small.

ok 2 more days to more fun-filled activities. yayayayay. :D

additional 200bucks for me.

i should feel happy. but i'm feeling kinda paiseh now. lol!

a human's mind is unpredictable.

today's a special day. it's qian-go-nz-10mths-return-to-msia-n-finally-come-back-to-spore day!! wheeeee. hahaha

so i was impatiently waiting for 7pm to come today. the only thing which i can depend on to kill my time are the books i borrowed from the library yest. den bren suddenly sms me to tell me tt it has been postponed to 730. ARGH why? but i was still late in meeting them. anw qian n steven were late too. so yalar.. doesnt reli matter.

she's still bubbly, loud, talkative blahblahblah. still the same old qian w/o angmoh accent. how disappointing. hehs

dinner was interesting. we talk like we were the only ppl there. loud like i dunno what but fun. n we played "musical chairs" in order to take fotos with her. planning to go steven's hse to rot but it was too late, both me n cla's parents dun allow la so everyone ended up going home.



btw, i realised i'm spending freaking lotsa money on food. WTF. time to spend it on something more useful n meaningful, eg. sweater, heels etc.

and i still have not gotten my full pay yet.

i went out with the aim of buying a nice pair of heels today but sadly i didnt manage to reach my goal. only spent money on food and surprisingly i only wasted less than 15 bucks today.

i realised that only after trying can you know whether some clothes are nice. i shall totally look for more alternatives to my boring tees.

sat will be another day of shopping n spending lotsa money. hopefully it will be a fruitful day unlike today.

:(