once upon a time, i used to hate wearing skirts. my mom used to call me a tomboy and said that i'll become an old spinster because no one will want me, but i didnt really care. i wear skirts now and am a little worried that i'll remain single all my life because my mum is still laughing at me.

i used to be all skin n bones but i cant remember since when did i started eating a lot and starts growing quite heavy. i'm envious of girls who are almost my height who weigh 5-10kg lighter than me. i want to slim down but i cant stop eating.

i used to sleep at 10pm everynight because mum said it's good to sleep early and anw there's nothing to do so late at night. but i cant fall aslp till 3am in the morning now even when there's nothing to do at night.

i used to be really obedient. my mom told me the f word is bad and i should never use it. i told her i will never be vulgar and even told my siblings not to use it too. but i ended up using the word so often now.





siandiao. 2 more days.

this time round, most of the papers will be in the hall. i'd rather take them in the classroom. not so cold.