damn shit, my pay was fucking low because of cpf. suck away 200$ of my pay, like omg wth.

:(

i'm really depressed because the pay i received was MUCH lower than what i expected. ohmannnnnnnn, i cant believe it.

:(:(:(:(

my shopping plan's totally ruined. now i've to reorganise and plan how to spend my money and how much to SAVE!

siannnnn.



i always feel v pissed off at people who are not physically disabled, begging for money on the streets. like wth is wrong with you man! u're healthy and strong, u can walk you can talk, the only difference between you and me is that u're muchmuch poorer but that doesnt mean u should resort to begging on the streets to get money what. if really want money, they should work for it what! go find a job la, even if work as cleaner also can get more money than begging right? more dignity somemore, hard-earned money leh. i always see this woman at tampines interchg who brings along her daughter to beg for money. i dont know why but i always feel very uncomfortable when i see them. i feel so angry at the mother for making her daughter beg with her la.

okok maybe i'm too kpo. zzzz

yesyes call me fickle, choosy blahblahblah but i'm already hating my job after working for just 3 days. i'm having a phobia of going to work. so dreading it because i seem to keep making mistakes and taking the wrong order. i feel as if the ppl are thinking i'm dumb and i'm hating it. the worst thing is the manager said i'm not agressive in serving ppl. like wth?! i had to run here and there the other day during lunchtime coz there were soooo many ppl. they expect me to be doing SOMETHING all the time even when there're NOBODY in the restaurant. they want me to stand outside and say "HI SIR/MA'AM WOULD YOU LIKE TO STOP FOR LUNCH OR A DRINK????" to everyone that passes by. omg, so gay la. i feel as if i'm working as a hostess or sth.

i'm quite down on my luck recently. for instance, the other day i helped melinda to bring down her lighter from the staff room but i forgot to take it when i left it on top of the toilet roll in the loo. siannnn it's a freaking $50 branded lighter la so now i've to return her the money. it's like i work one day for nothing leh. shit always happen to me.

:(

i think i'm changing my job soooon if the nicenice lady at recruit express can find me a goooood job. i shall not complain (at least not so soon) about my next job, hopefully. anw she told me it's some customer service thingy, which doesnt sound too bad.

:D:D:D

ok tmr's pay day. WAHAHA! shopping on monday, most probably, since i'll be heading down to town for the interview at ngee ann city. so, anyone wants to go down with me anot? i want to go bugis village too. ohmy, all the cheapcheap stuff. i like!

the other day, i went down to bugis to shop with melinda and i realised that many clothes selling at fareast plaza can also be found at bugis for a much cheaper price. also, some of the jeans and shorts and whatever sold online can also be found at bugis v. so whats the point of shopping online! time to just go bugis v and shop la. can try on clothes, better ah.

anw, epss called me to relief teach for 2 wks today. so i happily go down for the interview because the clerk told me the hod would like to talk to me since it's for quite a long period of time. then ah, the hod said actually he's looking for someone who can teach math and PHYSICS. shit, for once i wished i had taken physics in jc. sian la!!!!!

shit, ive less than 50$ to survive till i get my pay for last month. ohmy $1300++. where art thou? ive yet to do my cny shopping leh siannnnns.

on a brighter note, the things i ordered few wks ago when i was 200$ richer are slowly finding their way to my house. wahahaha. so looking forward. 1 top and 2 clutches. please come quickly to brighten up my gloomy daysssss. also, i bought the guess wallet ive been yearning for 1mth despite being vvv poor. well i'm a happy girl now!

anw i just found a job. YAY!! somemore pay was better than my previous job. 7$/hr. i assume they give pay on the 1st of each month so i'll have manymany monehhhh for next month + many angbao moneyssss. how exciting!!! crazy shopping next mth!!!

i'm cant stop smiling.

:D:D:D



oh i forgot all these good things will happen end month. i'm still poooooor for now. shitshitshit :(:(:(

ohmygawd! goong s is on youtube alr!

ok i'll much prefer watching the continuation of the story from goong1, but for the time being goong s is not bad too! se7ven is actually quite cute. wahaha.

too bad they only have till episode 2. omgomg i cant wait for all the ep to be out!!

hopefully the rumour that there may be goong2 is true la......... :):):)

sometimes my heart will start beating very fast and i'll feel as if i cant breathe and i have to take deep breaths to calm myself down. other times my hands will just turn icy cold.
maybe theres sth wrong with my body. hahaha!!

unemployed.

ive nothing to do at home.

wasting my time away.

alamak. how??

i received a phone call early in the morning while i was still sleeping. it was from east spring sec and theyd like me to go down immediately to relief a teacher. so i was thinking shouldnt be too early la, then the woman said i've to reach at 745. SIAO u should never call so last min (45min before), esp asking for a relief teacher la. my first time somemore. totally no idea what to do. but for the money i just agreed and hoped i'll reach in time.

i had to cab down because i left my house at 745! when i reached, the woman brought me to the HOD who said i'll be teaching chemistry. HUH!! i thought u said science aka lower secondary???? alamak, no matter what i still have to say yes la since i'm alr there. and i realised my first class is a normal acad class. omg, scared pls. however, they were not as bad. instead, the last express class which i went to was more like going to hell la. keep talking. out of the 4 classes i took today only 1 was super guai. i like!

basically they're sec3 students, which means they just started their chemistry. i had to find things to talk about regarding superduper basic and lame shit such as, making measurements during experiments (si units, kg etc) and the different types of experiments that are being carried out in the lab (filtration, titration etc) for double period (35min each period) each class.

i tot relief teaching is easy money since u can make close to 11bucks per hr. alamak, what a myth la. i shouted for 4hrs 40min because they said i was too soft, and in exchange for the 65$ i have a sore throat now.

if only i could say knnbccb, fuck u u bitch, shuddup u fuckers and listen to laoniang talk, maybe it'll be a less stressful job. lol

alright, job hunt with melinda tmr!!

thumpthump

irrational.

hello? wake up pls.

zzz

yes! it's been confirmed, my last day of work's on the 7th. yayay!!

BYE PAINT 8, HELLO MANY SLACKING DAYS AHEAD (till i find a new job that is)!!

the rainy season is gonna be over soon which will mark the beginning of keep-going-to-sun-tan-till-i-am-chaota days. i'm super yellow now, ARGH! time to resume my 50 sit-ups and 20 crunches a day to kill the flabby tummy which results from all the snacks i've been eating during work due to having nothing to do. hehehes.

now i'm worried i cant find a new job soon. omg. no money la. my colleague who also resigned, has the number for chocz, i hope they want to hire us. my mom kept pestering me to call schools to ask if they need relieve teachers. alamak, i not interested alr la! i want somewhere i can have fun and enjoy myself yet earn money. eh, quite difficult ah.

alamak. got job also worry, no job also worry. it's difficult to feel contented with life.

singnet's connection is so screwed up due to the earthquake. they should give us free one month for the fuck slow speed! sorry for the inconveniece caused is not enough pls.

i cant watch bleach on youtube.
i cant dl new songs.

wtf.


it feels weird to see ppl wearing school uniform.

yesterday was the first day i had to pay adult fare for taking public transport, ala bus and train. i felt my heart being torn apart whenever i hear the "beep" sound, nb. i spent a total of close to $4+ on transport alone. alamak! i could've put the $4 to better use la, like buying a bowl of bachormee at suntec foodcourt.

met up with bren cla and kt for supper (dinner for me) after work. luckily i was on the same train with cla, if not i'd have to loiter around the unfamiliar bedok interchange on my own. we just walked aimlessly around the shops. so freaking messy la, almost couldnt find out way back to the interchange to meet kt and bren. after supper, we went to catch a movie with ym at princess as it was still early to rot at my house. blood diamond. eh, what way to spend the first hour of my birthday.

by the time they reach my house it was alr 2+ la, no mahjong because "hrt-to-hrt talk" aka gossip-more-pls was more fun. by 5, everyone cannot tahan and went to slp. slpover is fun la. pls come to my house and slp more often, even though my sis will kp because she'll have to slp with my bro. hehehes.

even though my birthday wasnt as happening as other's, i'm glad i spent it with few of my best friends. thank you all who wished my a happy birthday. totally gan dong pls.

wahaha!! :D

shit, work tmr again.

OOLALA!!

HELLO 2007!!

I'M GONNA TURN 19 SOOOOON. NB. FREAKING OLD PLS!




i cant transfer the photos from my phone to the computer, siannnn.
how i wish i can get the things i ordered online immediately, instead of in 1 mth's time. :(