fuck.

lemme hear/see good news only pls.

see you on fri.

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cny is boring. i only visited 4 houses including my grandmother's. the money collected wasn't a lot too. at least i got to see my cute little niece and nephews. it's a pity i forgot to take photos with them. they're so cuteeeeeeeee la.

i ate so much i gained 2 freaking kilos. thank you bak kwas, pineapple tarts and love letters.

cny resolution: cut down on the usage of vulgarities. my parents have been complaining that i've become more ahlian. no more ohshit, wtf, knn or whatsoever. HAHA

last wk of work for me. yay!

:)

i've decided not to go marks and spencer to work anymore because the pple working there are all so old la!!! i cant imagine myself talking to aunties and uncles all day long. i'd prefer staying at home and talk to my mother plsss. at least we'll have more interesting stuff to talk abt.

zzz. time to lk for a place with youngsters and hiring.

anw all the part-timers at my workplace received $50 angbao from the boss. WAHAHA. shiokkkkkkk

:D:D:D

me and my colleagues were talking about life and death a few days back.

he said every morning we should kiss our loved ones goodbye because we'll never know if we're able to make it back home again or if the people at home will still be safely waiting for us to come back every day.

like omggggg what a scary thought la.

people usually wish for a longer life but having a longer life means u'll have to face with more departures than others with a shorter life. u'll have to say eternal gdbyes to more family and friends, won't it be better to die earlier than others??

ehhh but dying also sounds scary la. so they say when u die u go to heaven and will be able to reunite with ur loved ones who have passed away. but so many ppl die each day so there must be quite a lot of souls up there ah. what if i cant find my loved ones??
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh. whatever.:(

went bugis to shop on my own today. HOHOHO bought a pair of skinnies for $26 and a pair of heels for $29.

i love cheap stuff.

went to meet lisa for some "interview" at marks and spencer. we're going to start work on next thurs. how fun.

tsktsk i wasnt with some new friend i made plsss.

today i went for facial for the 1st time of my life. mannnn, it was fucking memorable.

ya i heard facial was painful coz they squeeze all the blardy zits in ur face but i didnt expect it to be THAT painful. i think it was esp painful for me coz my complexion is like freaking badddddd. i couldnt stop myself from crying. i was thinking "why the hell do i have to make myself go through this shit? FUCK for vanity's sake." i think i'm ready to go for some face/tongue piercing after the facial la.

anw my original plan was to head down to bugis for some shopping after tt but early morning, the guy from recruit ex told me starhub was hiring and asked me down for an interview at 5 to see if i'll be shortlisted to go for ANOTHER round of interview at starhub. so no shopping for today and the interview was shit la. the manager only asked me a few short questions and i can go alr. super sian diao.

also, this random company called me to say i was shortlisted for interview tmr. i've absolutely no idea where the hell did they get my number coz i didnt call anyone to ask for a job other than recruit express. however the lady/girl was super nice and called me just a while ago to remind me to go down so i didnt have the heart to decline. buttt tmr got work laaaa so i pushed it to wed. hopefully, with starhub also. she said for part-timers, pay ranges from 800-1200$ and more than 1500$ for full-timers. coz the company is expanding, the chances of me getting a job is quite high. some attractive.

i think i'm gonna desert my tuition kids coz i feel cheated. i'm being paid so little la! other ppl are being paid the same amt as me but they only teach once a wk, why do i have to do twice!!!

ok some random shit...
my neighbours, mr and mrs mossie and their little kids, had a reunion dinner on my bro's legs.

what a phenomenon

went town-ing with lisa today. chinatown-ing. like omg, fmany ppl and far too many shops selling cny decorations. it's a mistake to go there on a sun esp so when it's so near to cny. packed like sardines with many of the shops playing techno new year songs, it makes me feel super into the cny mood. hahahaha.

ok i saw a shop tt sell black skinnies, which was what i was lking for, but i decided against buying it because i've a pair of black skinnies alr. so both of us ended up empty-handed and filled with perspiration coz the place was so budget most of the shops were air-conless.

went to vivo next and looked for jasmond at river island. pretended to be lking for gifts for bf for v day because we felt stupid walking ard at the guys section. hohoho some loser we are. had cakes and pie at secret recipe. omgomg super nice and cheap laaaa. talktalktalk then go home coz the bitch had to go celebrate her bro's bday. pangseh meeeeeeee



ok i'm gonna go shopping on my own at bugis tmr. yayayays

i feeeeel so stupidddddddddddddddddd.

i keep screwing up the orders today la. write wrong table number, handwriting like kns the kp cashier dont understand, called for the wrong bill etcetc. omgggggggggg it's like the lousiest day of my life laaaaaaa.

i felt so sucky to be chided for my mistakes even though i deserve it, like duh. makes me realised how sheltered my life was in the past la. ohmy, real world, fuck off.

i hate thissss!!!

i want to cont being a mommy/daddy's girl. the only ppl who can scold me shall be my parents. how impossible. knsssssssssss.

i keep telling myself to learn from my mistakes and not take the reprimanding to hrt but i cant!!! shitttt, i feel so depressed now. i wish i can quit my job and stay at home the whole day and face my mommeh only.

some escapist. :(:(:(

boohooooooooooooo. i hate myself for being so childish. shitshitshitttttttttttttt.

ya u totally have the right to lose ur temper and be rude to ur sister because u lack slp. like pls. what can of fucking excuse is tt. CB.

oh so i was the one who totally force u to go for ur fucking stupid level camp and dont let u slp for the past few days la, tt's why i should just sit here and let u be rude and dont respect me and ask me to diam la huh.

i love to have fucked up, self-centred and unreasonable sibling like this. fucking ruin my day. thanks ah.

strawberry kiwi