i keep screwing up the orders today la. write wrong table number, handwriting like kns the kp cashier dont understand, called for the wrong bill etcetc. omgggggggggg it's like the lousiest day of my life laaaaaaa.
i felt so sucky to be chided for my mistakes even though i deserve it, like duh. makes me realised how sheltered my life was in the past la. ohmy, real world, fuck off.
i hate thissss!!!
i want to cont being a mommy/daddy's girl. the only ppl who can scold me shall be my parents. how impossible. knsssssssssss.
i keep telling myself to learn from my mistakes and not take the reprimanding to hrt but i cant!!! shitttt, i feel so depressed now. i wish i can quit my job and stay at home the whole day and face my mommeh only.
some escapist. :(:(:(
boohooooooooooooo. i hate myself for being so childish. shitshitshitttttttttttttt.