i'm like super duper worried. like omfg kinda worried. shittttttttttttttttttttttt.

urgh!!!!

so i'm still nt good enough is it? oh mannnnnn

i'm so sick of my mute laptop. someone pls tell me how to make it function properly. i need sound, music etc when i'm youtub-ing. subtitles are nt enough. so boring it's killing me!

what do u mean installed but nt functioing. install of coz must function la! if nt install and use up my space for what huh???? siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn i dunno what to do now pls

:(:(:(

i'm so sad coz i think i left my black cardigan on the transport on sun after work and i didnt realise it till i wanted to wear it out today.

went town-ing with bren today. i'm so addicted to online shopping that i've lost the ability to shop in real life.

the more i slp, the more lazy and lethargic i feel. i think i can slp for the whole day, just waking up for my meals only. shiok!

photos with the few nice ppl among the others from work because many ppl dont work on sundays.

last day of work today and i'm super happy!!!

i was contemplating whether to take photos with the colleagues anot because i thought they wont be interested but i was wrong. everyone was so nice and high. hohoho. however didnt manage to take with quite a number of nice ppl cuz not many were working today, ohwells.

i keep thinking it's thur today and i was still happily looking forward to prison break earlier on. baaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.

suxian just smsed me to tell me it was terry's last day of work today. shitttttt and i'm off today la so i cant say byebye to him. that ass told me he has to wait for 2 mths before he can leave after he tender his resignation letter, what a big liar! and the bastard is being mean to suxian this whole wk, i wonder why. i cant imagine working with him on sat, it's gonna be shitttttttt.

i'm so addicted to spree-ing online and i cant wait for the clothes i ordered to come. also, payday pls come faster because i'm alr aiming many other clothes now, junkfood f21 and tw sites. omgomgomg!!!


forever21 is love

work today was slackkkkk. i love wkends. talktalktalk with suxian juni and terry. bitchbitchbitch with suxian and terry. and got to know my fav manager, the one who wanted to talk to me yest, was gg to quit because she's getting married and gg to europe. to be exact, today was her last day. so sad didnt get to see her coz i left early.

all the nice ppl are gone so no pt staying. and i've officially told them the coming wk shall be my last. yesyesyes!

i dont know how am i going to survive till i get my pay for this month. yaaaa it's only half the month leh, shit! time to get my parents to feed me for the rest of this month, boohoo. no more having fun and shopping. ohno, i just asked one of my colleague nt to forget our date to go eat thai food next wk. moneyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy where are u? :(

my denim is so sinful. shit.

no regrets though coz it's so pweeeeeeety.

shit i cant believe i bought it.

i must be crazy.

but i'm crazily happy now.

no regrets no regrets, i hope.



my manager wanted to talk to me today but she was busy and i was leaving. i wonder what she wanted to tell me. i think it must be sth bad. omg, dont tell me it's abt what happened tt day. what a petty man, nb. fuck face fuck face!!!!!!! damn you. i'm so pissed.

well i have sth to tell her too. i'm want to quit and this time it's for real.

arghhhhh.




i'm so broke :(

working night shift is bad, i keep having the urge to go out after tt.

went out for 2 consecutive nights and reached home at 730am. dad lked at me and said "u're back only now?!" at first i thought he was gg to scream at me, but luckily he did nt. instead, my mom was nagging nagging.

first clubbing experience at attica on sat coz karen kept raving abt how ohmygoodness funnnnn it was. she's like super pro coz we were supposed to pay 28 for the cover but she managed to talk her way through it and we went in free! but i think maybe it's coz attica was closing in an hr's time tt's why they just let us in. anw she's still pro la coz she has NEVER pay for cover to get in. erh all i can say is i'd rather sit down, drink and chitchat even though it's quite fun to dance ard. chilling with karen and her nepalese friends at the balcony after tt was hohoho coz the guys are so cute, in the adorable and gd-lking kinda way.

down to the pump room ♥ again yesterday. it's like so comfy and relac ah. the waiters are super friendly and funny coz it wasnt too busy so they chatted with us and they tried to teach us how to fold flowers with serviettes. but this malay-lking chi guy was super lousy still want to teach. then it got so confusing so i decided to not learn. anw i wont be using the "pian xiaomeimei skill". i want to be a regular at the pump rm! i hope they remembers me the next time to go there. time to go more often. teehee. they should be open 24/7 like the balcony because everytime i go, they're like closing soon. so sad, i was even rejected entry on sat night because they were alr packing their shit alr.

it was one of my colleague's last day of work yest and i felt so boohoo coz she's like super motherly and nicenicenice to me and her name's brenda. i should've intro-ed her to bren yest since she was at my work place waiting for me. "hi brenda, this is brenda." wow, fun. it's weird to think tt i may not be seeing her for the rest of my life again. hopefully she'll really keep her promise to come back and return her uniform on the day i'm working next wk so that we can go out makan after tt. i'll miss talking to her. sian :(

i got my pay yest but i'm too lazy to write my acct number and drop the cheque at the slot outside the bank. somemore cross cheque then have to wait a few days before i can use the money, so sian. so mafan.

i'm thinking about what i should get with my pay for this month. i seem to have bought a lot of clothes because money's depleting really fast but when i look into my wardrobe i see no clothes to wear out. well i dont really go out often too so, wth.

then i think i bought too many bottoms alr because i always finish choosing what bottom i want to wear and have a headache of what top to match it with.

i shall go buy something to cover my feet first because i've the urge to buy some flats because heels kill my toes and it's irrational to wear heels to work.


i just realised my sister has an atm card, so i exclaimed "wah siao when did u apply for one ah? why i dunno? does mommy know?" then she said "yar i went with her coz need parental consent". wth so she had it since last yr and i didnt know. i'm so sad because my bro said "harnah u always nt at home what. anyway u also dont talk to us wan"

how could he say that?! i think i'm like totally always at home la, esp last yr. pls lorrrrrrrr, didnt talk to me still say i dont want to talk to them. thanks.

sometimes i feel like i'm sucha sucker to let myself suffer under the hands of some fucked up shitasses just for the sake of earning more money. now i shall try to find a better paying job and escape from the lousy place.

however the chef loves me leh cause he asked what i like to eat so he'll cook for me and my agm is some really nice lady because she's like super pretty and good natured and i always meet her while walking to work and keep asking me to stay, the prev time i said i wanted to quit and the other cooks are so freaking funny and nice but ohwells they're nice to the rest of the chiobus working there (hoho i'm trying to hint i'm one of them but ohwells who cares abt me being bhb so shuddap) and muz is sucha nice guy to work with because he set up the place really fast in the morn then i dont have to do a lot of work and he always talk abt boliao stuff and bitch ard with me. butbutbut other ppl are bitches and they screw up my life and piss me off badly because i cant argue and rebut them and i have to smile and say "okokokok" and pretend everything's alright because i'm sucha lady and sweet and i'll learn from my mistakes instead of scolding them "knnbccb u bunch of fuckers" and roll my super duper small eyes at them, so they karate and chop me up into little pieces and feed me to the dogs and whatever.

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

what a fucked up life.

hi ele, lets go interview on monday.

super painful stomachaches till i cant stand/walk properly

diarrhoea

vomit

giddy spells

fever

omg i thought i was going to die

but hengheng, no more no more

work tmr=receive the long awaited pay

wheeeeee

even though you are gone for years,
even though we may not always talk about you,
even though we may not think of you every single day,
we will always remember the wonder times we spent with you,
because we love you.