ohmy, KIM! <3

Monday, May 28, 2007

super siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

what to do what to do????

ok, photo from quite some time ago. i'm freaking red hohoho. i want to go out pls!!!!

Monday, May 21, 2007

ohno, i'm officially out of work for 1 month alr. damn. my money is running out so i need a job. howhowhow???

anw how does the appeal and acceptance of offer for the unis work ah?? we have to accept the offer by 4th june but reply for appeal will be known like dunno when, so which one do i accept?? what if i accept fass from nus den appeal for acc at ntu is successful? what if i accept ntu but appeal is unsuccessful?? wahlao i'll be in deep shit la. nb.

my face is slowly decomposing. i cant step out of my house to face the outside world. ohno oh no.

someone pls tell me, why am i so suay recently?

Friday, May 18, 2007

i have the urge to reject all the offers from the universities.

oh siannnn. now i wish i'm a guy, go ns and have a few yrs to keep applying till i get the course i want.

i was offered maritime studies from ntu a few wks ago.

finally nus offered me something. fass. i don't know whether i should be happy or not. at least it's not something weird like what ntu offered, however it's not really what i wanted. ok i'm relieved la but a little down.

so actually my parents were right to say that there wasnt anything to be happy about my grades. ohwell. budden ah the thought of taking economics is kinda scary.. omggg.

Monday, May 14, 2007

youtube is really good. i just finished watching 200 pounds beauty. damn niceee. the girl is super chio somemore, omggg.

today's mothers' day and daddy's birthday. always lidat wan, fall on same day so we celebrate it tgt. nth fanciful, just dinner out tgt. i think tt's enough for us alr. quality time matters more than expensive gifts. however we had to wait for damn fucking long for the food, like 1hr+, dampens our mood only. nb no more gg back to the place again coz the last time we went also had to wait fucking long when it wasnt even any special day. zzz.

manymany breakouts + flu, sneezeeeeeee all the way = wth nbnbnbnb

i hope recruit ex will call me to tell me there's a job for me or maybe comfort delgo will call me back to tell me i can do the part-time answer calls thingy instead of some roadshow to ask ppl join as cabbie or distribute flyers. but i kinda regret turning them down coz at least theres sth to do and some inflow of $$$$$ instead of slping and watching youtube at home.

oh i just manage to install my audio controller or whatever it is properly so my laptop is nt mute now. yays :):):)

saturday at Velvet Dragon (ex-club momo) with bren and her grp of friends was erhhh ok but O Bar after tt was woohoo high!!! i didnt care and just dancedancedance like maddd and sweat like fuck, like dripping wet. shiok. i think i lost like 5kg budden today ate tons of junkfood so 5kg came back again. shit.

ok time to slp.

Thursday, May 10, 2007

i'm fucking depressed.

ok i know u meant well but wth can u just stop asking me questions and all thanks to youyouyou i'm panicking now. what the hell was i thinking man, listening to all u said. i shouldnt have believe u or be so easily influenced. shit.

i cant help but think maybe it's meant to be, or my future may be more interesting than spending the rest of my life in the office. den i feel like slapping myself in the face coz i really have completely no idea what can i do in the future.

ohmannnnn all i can do now is pray.

damn. i hate the unpredictables. kill me.

Thursday, May 03, 2007

selling stuff online is a bitch.

every time some1 ask for lowering of price i feel obligated to do so. if i dont, they'll just disappear w/o saying tt they dont want it anymore. assholes.

aiya minus a few dollars also shiok meh. dont want then just say la.

ok i wonder how much pay i'll rcv, cant wait. i totally cant believe i've just wasted almost 2 wks slacking at home. i could've earned ard $400 but ohwells, nvm la.

i totally feel like gg overseas, somewhere near like genting/bkk/kl or erhhhh i dunno where else i can go. anw no money laaaa whatever!

how to earn manymany money with only an a level cert??

so does any1 want to hire me pls? :(:(:(:(:(

dont deduct cpf can??

so no letter yet ah. shittttttttt

ok what should i wear tmr. hmmmmmmmmmmmm

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

on mon, i went to relief teach at some sec sch again. however this time round i didnt have to teach but only babysit the little boys and girls. so i was freaking happy and more than willing to help out because i can earn money just by sitting there.

i reached the sch before my 1st lesson so i asked the clerk where can i go to, expecting her to inform me to take a seat at the desk of the teacher i'm supposed to relief. butbutbut to my horror, she said i can sit in the canteen or the sch lib. siaooooo so i was freaking siandiao but ohwells what else can i do.

finally after sitting in the canteen for 30min, i went for my first class. omg freaking noisy la. actually i dont mind them talking or shouting because tt would be what i'll do in class but i'm the teacher la den i felt so bad coz i think they were disturbing the other classes having lessons. however no matter how i ask them to talk softer, they're still so noisy. furthermore, all the 3 classes i went to asked me whether i'm an ahlian. WTF. AHLIAN?! just because my hair is coloured and i wore sth which teachers will nt wear makes me an ahlian. thanksss.

anyhow, i finished my last class at 1210 so i thought i can go home and slp because i slpt at 2+ the prev day and woke up at 7am in the morning. then the clerk told me i can only go home at 2. so i was freaking panicking and thinking where should i go to waste my 2hrs when this other clerk told me i can actually go to the staff rm!!! nb now then say.

so off to the staff rm i go and realised the teacher actually left a pile of ws for me to give out to her classes. shit the 1st clerk pls. so i was contemplating whether to go to the classrms to pass the ws to them. because i'm super nice and thought they should have more practise since their midyr is in 3 days time, i rushed to the classrms to give out the ws to them. then ah, this girl said "huh now then u give us!!" sucks, hao xing mei hao bao. :(:(:(

considering i was slacking and enjoying aircon for 2hrs and earning a total of $65 for doing nth much in 6hrs, i was feeling freaking contented and happy so i wasnt v pissed.

i'm thinking whether i should buy vcd of the taiwan drama "it started with a kiss" because i totally feel like watching it again or the korean drama showing on chan u now, "be strong, geum soon".

i didnt expect myself to be addicted to this show at first because i thought it was quite boring and since they said "ru guo ni xi huan da chang jing, ni ye hui xi huan jia you jin shun!" bullshit pls, both are so diff. jinshun got shuaiges and da chang jin only has aunties. however the thing tt's holding me back from buying jinshun is because it's in dvd and damn, i dont have a dvd player. the most updated gadget at home is i think, the hp. even my tv was bought like million yrs ago. i think i shall go get a dvd player for my jinshun.

shuaigessss...