even though i dont know anyone of them but whenever i see reports abt them on the papers, i cant stop myself from wanting to read more. den i'll feel super depressed and sad, it's as though they were my friends.
and i start to think, what if i die young like them too. what if i die before i can accomplish anything. what if i die before i can finish all my final year papers. omg some very scary thoughts. then i feel super relieved that i'm still alive and breathing, see the sun in the morning, spend 2hrs on travelling just to go and take a 2hrs paper, able to worry abt exams, talk to my parents and friends ard me, watch videos on youtube, eat, slp blahblahblah. it must have hurt real bad for their loved ones to lose them so soon. i never want to experience this kind of shit but it's impossible. it's just a matter of time, later or earlier. hopefully it's laterrrrr. like 100 yrs down the road pls.
lovelovelove my parents and everyone ard me laaa.
finally no more tv-less. i was almost going to die of boredom and silence for the past 3 days. alright, actually we kept listening to 987 and realised they play the same old songs at the same old time. like, zzz
ok new tv is good. i on it and it was showing titanic at 7+ on chan5. even though it's damn once upon a time but i was still attracted by it. i think i've watched it for ard 5times alr but i still think it's real nice and i'm always scared of watching the part where the ship hit the iceberg and gonna sink. like omg, so sad la.i rem i cried buckets the very first time i watched it. super sad diao.
anw leonardo dicaprio was HOT at tt time. like super cuteeeeeeeeee and hotttttttttt. what happened sia?! he was cute in the beach too. i think i watched tt ard 3times because he's super goodlking. hoho. why he become so old and fat and not so gdlking ah. :(
what happened?!
ooolala, edison's in the new batman movie. even though v small role but omg pls. time to watch it :D:D:D
i enjoy reading other people's blogs and looking at their manymany photos. some of them i do not know but because they seem to have really interesting lifestyles, i find myself addicted to reading about what they do and where they went.
i know i dont update this blog as often as some others, however when i feel like writing something, i find myself at a loss of words. i want others to know how i'm feeling, but how to when i cant even put them down in words. if only minds can be read easily. ehh sounds scary too.
i'm already thinking and fantasizing about the many things to do during dec hols. hoho
