if ur friend wants to transfer to another sch will u be influenced by her? omg i think yesyesyessss bren, hoho. but luckily i dont really see her tt often so i still can fight off the thought and anw i'll still be studying in the same fac, so quite ptless. ok i dont even know if i can get into the fac i want in tt sch but tt's another prob.

had 2hrs break before my last lec of the day today but my pri sch friend left to meet her friend coz she isnt taking the same 5th mod as me. was planning to hide in a corner and read a bk for the whole 2hrs but felt super hungry so went to the canteen to eat, on my own. after tt hide at a corner to read a bk, on my own. den some bored so walked off to the forum to gaze blankly into mid-air and pretend i was waiting for a friend and enjoying the buzz in the forum, on my own.

BLEHHHH i'm sucha loser/loner sometimes (most of the time) i feel so jealous of ppl hanging out in their grps/with their bf/gf. where're my best friends?? scattered all over spore other than nus biz, why lidat ah.

i wanna run back to pri sch/sec sch/jc and hangout with all my best friends and gossipgossip and laughlaugh at whatever nonsense and stay in my comfort zone all day long and nt be on my own.

i dont wanna make new friends.

can anyone empathise with me??