i'm supposed to have 5 days to prepare for my last and final paper. but i just wasted 2 days awy. omfgggg. and i wonder if determination will find its way back to me. or maybe i should take the initiative to find it. hahs.


we'll meet up again soon. next time with claaaaa, ok.



tue pls come sooner, but after i'm prepared for it.

i have the most normal yet unusual dreams. i used to always dream that i've accidentally brought my pillow to sch and hug it while walking ard. then i'll feel humiliated but i just cant seem to get rid of it.

then the other day i dreamt that i was running on mj's track during pe and not feeling tired at all. i was really happy because i thought my stamina has improved even though i've not ran for dunno how long. when i looked ard, i realised the track has shrunk, not so long as compared to what it was supposed to be. so i was really disappointed coz i tot "nah, it's coz track shorter not stamina improved." but wtf, it's because it's all a dream!!! i woke up and was totally laughing at myself.

just 2 nights ago i dreamt tt i was panicking coz i was late for my morning paper but yet i was still in the bathroom on campus, waiting for my turn to BATHE. i was so shocked and jumped outta bed and imm went to check my planner to double confirm tt my paper was in the afternn at 5pm, not 9am. so nervous pls.

dreams are indeed what we've been thinking in the day sia. i've been thinking tt i should go jog daily after exams and i was thinking wth, i hate late afternn papers den tadah! all appear in my dreams. maybe subconsciously i wanna bring my pillow to sch too.

i think i gotta go borrow some books from the lib after exams to feed my aging and shrinking brain. despite studying for exams, i'm finding it increasingly harder to memorise stuff. it's like the brain just doesnt wanna work, constantly in a sleeping mode. i'm also finding it more difficult to find appropriate words to form a meaningful sentence. like totally wtf, the 3 most commonly used words which dont really make sense but ppl understand. keep using it so often i have the urge to use it in my essay too. booooo.

anw there are reports abt edison chen making a comeback with gillian chung, yayayay i cant wait for the rumoured movie. i love my pornstar with clothes pants on.

i think we should always try our best to remember whether we owe any1 anything. it is really embarrassing for the person to remind u and also for u to be reminded.

it is especially so when the person who owed u said tt she cant remember whether she has returned u when she just borrowed it like a wk back and u've nt met her since plsss.

i totally hate tt feeling even though it is just a v small amt. i dunno how others feel but i felt tt it makes me sound.. cheapskate, like i'm trying to cheat her money or sth.

maybe she really did forget, but this is the 2nd time alr. time to nt lend her or i can be thick-skinned if it happens again.

yayyyy i managed to get bro's friend to help me book a chalet at aranda. so now all my friends do not have to squeeze in the little space at costa sands and suffer from claustrophobia. furthermore i only paid an exta $100 for a muchmuch larger space. i'm so relieved i waited instead of booking it on impulse.


now the party will be on the 2nd january 2009 coz when i checked the list of available chalets, only 1 slot for 2nd and 3rd nights was still not taken up so i asked bro's friend to bk for 2nd and 3rd. buttttt when i checked a few minutes ago, there was actually chalet available on 1st and 2nd la, don't know why.

anw i was thinking that the theme for my party will be "BOWS AND RIBBONS" so everyone can act cute, great!

seriously, cant wait for this sem to be over.