qing ming always get me so emo even though it has been nine years since my grandfather passed away. still makes me sad and wish he was still with us.

my marketing group is going to attempt a minor facelift for a small shoe shop we're working with, so that they can up their brand image. will not be able to join them this friday because i have class early in the morning, however i hope they will succeed. at least let the shop look more classy instead of looking like those pasar malam stalls.

however, i'm kinda regretting this decision yanoe. as in, this is our first time doing sucha thing and i dont think it's really a good idea even though we're just trying to change the placement of products, lightings and little displays. furthermore, we dont really have a concrete design and we're not design students so i'm really scared it will turn out to be a disaster. but if we really succeed i think our marketing project will be truly meaningful.

ohman, i'm really disappointed in the grading for my in-class group assignment. well i wasn't expecting to be one of the best groups but i can't believe we were the last. omfg! i thought the other group who only presented on 1 print-ad was a lousier one. damnnnnnn!!!

okays, i hope we can have better insights for our next assignment and be careful that the idea must be consistent with the company's motto and practices. seriously, 1hr is really too short. cant even think rationally. boohoo.

and i hate writing essays but i have like 3 to do and 2 presentations. datelines are approaching, how terrible. i feel lost and empty-brain-ed and disorganised and unable to form proper sentences and unmotivated.

furthermore i heard from someone that our biz cso is really biased because of a certain bitchy person who will filter through the cv and only approved of those who gets cap higher than 4. no wonder my application is still pending despite me sending it in almost 4 weeks ago. so my friends were all saying that it's better to source for internship on our own, instead of relying on the sch.

however i feel rather disappointed because i thought cso is supposed to help the students, instead of looking down or deserting those who are not so excellent. how can they be so elitist?! even if they are, at least be nice enough to reject my application sooner. don't make me waste my time and wait stupidly for sth that has already been decided once upon a time.

this is one of those days when i feel that i should've made a better decision when choosing which university to go to. the world is really black, i'm totally looking forward to the future can.

i'm so sucked into the world of kkotboda namja, i refuse to return to the real world. it's nt helping that i have a korean grp mate. now i regret not taking up korean this sem. but i'm planning to take jap next sem.

omggg lovelove!

nothing's up recently except that my neighbour's cat has been mewing outside my house for the past 1 wk.

BYE!