okays, i hope we can have better insights for our next assignment and be careful that the idea must be consistent with the company's motto and practices. seriously, 1hr is really too short. cant even think rationally. boohoo.
and i hate writing essays but i have like 3 to do and 2 presentations. datelines are approaching, how terrible. i feel lost and empty-brain-ed and disorganised and unable to form proper sentences and unmotivated.
furthermore i heard from someone that our biz cso is really biased because of a certain bitchy person who will filter through the cv and only approved of those who gets cap higher than 4. no wonder my application is still pending despite me sending it in almost 4 weeks ago. so my friends were all saying that it's better to source for internship on our own, instead of relying on the sch.
however i feel rather disappointed because i thought cso is supposed to help the students, instead of looking down or deserting those who are not so excellent. how can they be so elitist?! even if they are, at least be nice enough to reject my application sooner. don't make me waste my time and wait stupidly for sth that has already been decided once upon a time.
this is one of those days when i feel that i should've made a better decision when choosing which university to go to. the world is really black, i'm totally looking forward to the future can.