ohmy, kim

2009-08-05T13:37:00.011+08:00

2009-07-14T16:54:00.001+08:00

ohmannn i can finally access all the websites which china blocked because i downloaded VPN!

ohwells but i think i'll still cont blogging about my rendezvous in shanghai on lj, haha.

:D:D

2009-05-25T00:18:00.000+08:00

i think no matter how many meetups we have, i'll still miss my friends damn a lot.
i'll miss my family the most i think. lovelove mommy.

worrying abt my life there too. 7 mths, hope it will pass in a flash.

sighhhhhhhhh, time to grow up pls.

gotta start throwing things into my luggage.

2009-05-18T16:54:00.003+08:00

ooo my flight to shanghai has been confirmed!

i'm flying off on 30 may at 1010 am, T3 :D

will be returning on 1st jan 2010 at night, totally can countdown to my 22nd bday. so old.

2009-05-09T00:20:00.001+08:00

in the end i think i may end up not going beijing for my internship afterall. the man who was in-charge of the whole thing had difficulties applying visa for us because his company is in shanghai but he's trying to let us work in beijing, so the authorities rejected his application. sighhhh. the reason given was damn lame la, it was rejected coz we were too young to go beijing to work. like erhhh hello??

anyway the job scope is kinda ambigious, there's no clear structure of what we're gonna do if we really go there. im thinking of dropping even if the visa application got through. the man kept saying we shouldnt keep asking what we're going to do there. he said he has a lot of big projects on his hands and we should go with an open mind, to experience the culture in china and the lives of the common pple etc.

well that's one of the reason i wanna go, to expose myself to different culture and stuff but thats not the only thing i wanna do lehhh. i wanna do something meaningful so that when i come back i can include it in my resume and look pro. i dont wanna just write down "experience culture of china", yanoeeee.

anyway the lady at cso was really nice and she told us that if the whole thing falls through, she'll help us look for alternative internship so that our summer holiday will not be wasted. she also suggested that we apply for this internship in shanghai at a marketing consulting firm, which was set up by a nus alumnus (seems like all nus alumni like to go china to set up firm ah, the prev one also ex-nus biz). this firm seems to be quite famous coz i just visited its website and apparently they've worked with a few big companies such as shangri-la, dbs and ikea. they even put up the various marketing ideas they have designed for their clients on the website la, so cool can. the job scope is also very detailed, basically if i get this i will actually get the chance to conceptualize and carry out real marketing projects.

however, the thing is if i apply for this i will be gone for 6 months! omggg, damn long. it's like going for sep but i'll get allowance and maybe got funding = many monehhhh and it will look good on my cv. in a dilemma plssss!! then i have to skip sch for 1 semester so i'll graduate like 1 semester later than my peers. and when i come back i wont have friends to go for lectures tgt. shit man, finally got ppl wanna go lectures with me den now i wanna go overseas. but then again i can go with friends who are gg for sep next sem laaaa, i think.

i'm also quite afraid coz i'm sibei dependent on my parents and i'm lazy so i cant cook i don't wash my clothes i cant tidy up my table, so i have to learn to look after myself?! the thought scares me plsss. i'm also afraid i cant live up to the company's expectation and have a hard time there. urghhhh.. but i'm really attracted to this internship. my dad also agree that shanghai is the city whereby most ppl go there to do business so it will definitely be good. but my parents are worried about my safety, as much as i'm worried about my own. hahaha!!

ohwellsssss, i have till monday to think it over and i'm also afraid that i'll miss this chance. i cant stand my indecisiveness. :(:(

2009-05-04T20:49:00.002+08:00

omggg i'm going to beijing for my internship instead of chengdu, sichuan. YAYAY!! beijing is a much more developed city and there's a higher probability they'll sell nicer clothes right? cant waittttt to shop there (and start my internship).

i so wanna go climb great wall of china because the last time i went i suffered from a serious diarrhea so i didnt manage to reach the peak, what a disappointment! i hope it will be much better this time round!!

now my parents are worried because of the stupid sandstorm that hit beijing recently. hopefully by the time we go over, the air would have cleared. :D:D

to hpy: the meetup was not for nothing, i'm really still going overseas!

2009-04-29T02:10:00.001+08:00

my thoughts are straying. i cant concentrate on the sales budget, abc, contribution margin and whatever. instead i'm thinking of pandas, shopping and ma la huo guo.

i wanna go chengdu right now. NOW!

2009-04-20T13:58:00.002+08:00

i'm going chengdu for my internship!

BYE SINGAPOREEE!!!!!
soon.

actually quite afraid that the place is dirty. urghhhhhh at least i have sth to do during my summer break. :D

edit:
just got informed i got funding from sch so i'll receive sgd$150/wk. now i dont hafta worry so much abt my expenses. i think this amt is really more than enough for me! yayyyy

2009-04-19T17:55:00.000+08:00

cant wait for wed, the end of my promotional management project.

arghhhhh

2009-04-17T00:57:00.003+08:00

hey my friends, take care of yourselves ok.

one more presentation next tue/wed and i'll be done for my proj.
2 final exams and i'll be done for the sem. cant wait.

2009-04-12T17:38:00.003+08:00

i went to catch The Sniper with kiatuo last night. all i can say is EDISON CHEN IS HOT STUFFF OMFGGGG!!

other than that, i've nothing to say about the movie. if you're not a fan of any of the 3 main actors, it's better to save your money and go watch some other movies like Hotel for Dogs etc.

anw my ic got checked when we went for the movie, and it's only NC16. LMAO i think i'm beginning to love my hair already!

2009-04-11T21:09:00.001+08:00

new hair,
i still need some time to get used to it.

2009-03-29T17:11:00.000+08:00

qing ming always get me so emo even though it has been nine years since my grandfather passed away. still makes me sad and wish he was still with us.

2009-03-24T13:30:00.000+08:00

my marketing group is going to attempt a minor facelift for a small shoe shop we're working with, so that they can up their brand image. will not be able to join them this friday because i have class early in the morning, however i hope they will succeed. at least let the shop look more classy instead of looking like those pasar malam stalls.

however, i'm kinda regretting this decision yanoe. as in, this is our first time doing sucha thing and i dont think it's really a good idea even though we're just trying to change the placement of products, lightings and little displays. furthermore, we dont really have a concrete design and we're not design students so i'm really scared it will turn out to be a disaster. but if we really succeed i think our marketing project will be truly meaningful.

2009-03-16T01:36:00.002+08:00

ohman, i'm really disappointed in the grading for my in-class group assignment. well i wasn't expecting to be one of the best groups but i can't believe we were the last. omfg! i thought the other group who only presented on 1 print-ad was a lousier one. damnnnnnn!!!

okays, i hope we can have better insights for our next assignment and be careful that the idea must be consistent with the company's motto and practices. seriously, 1hr is really too short. cant even think rationally. boohoo.

and i hate writing essays but i have like 3 to do and 2 presentations. datelines are approaching, how terrible. i feel lost and empty-brain-ed and disorganised and unable to form proper sentences and unmotivated.

furthermore i heard from someone that our biz cso is really biased because of a certain bitchy person who will filter through the cv and only approved of those who gets cap higher than 4. no wonder my application is still pending despite me sending it in almost 4 weeks ago. so my friends were all saying that it's better to source for internship on our own, instead of relying on the sch.

however i feel rather disappointed because i thought cso is supposed to help the students, instead of looking down or deserting those who are not so excellent. how can they be so elitist?! even if they are, at least be nice enough to reject my application sooner. don't make me waste my time and wait stupidly for sth that has already been decided once upon a time.

this is one of those days when i feel that i should've made a better decision when choosing which university to go to. the world is really black, i'm totally looking forward to the future can.

2009-03-06T14:00:00.002+08:00

i'm so sucked into the world of kkotboda namja, i refuse to return to the real world. it's nt helping that i have a korean grp mate. now i regret not taking up korean this sem. but i'm planning to take jap next sem.

minho oppa!!

kim bum shiiiii

omggg lovelove!

nothing's up recently except that my neighbour's cat has been mewing outside my house for the past 1 wk.

BYE!

2009-02-07T23:08:00.006+08:00

21st birthday celebration with the family which was held ard 1 month before the real birthday.

the old kids

yay, happy girl

my eyes feel inferior beside hers

my grandma lks young despite being 80 already

cuteeeee nephew

act cute mother

familiar strawberry shortcake

very happy mother

bottom left corner, my nephew's blowing the candles with me!

small eyes, runs in the family

the little ones

most of my relatives were present and it felt like everyone was close and happy, i like. especially so since not many chances to hangout with everyone like before. the little kids were making alot of noise and they were so cute, make me wanna have my own too LOL!!!

2009-02-06T17:45:00.004+08:00

to pretend cny was very happening and fun, i took quite a number of photos with my family. this is also to fully utilize the camera my friends bought for me for my 21st birthday, take photos anytime, anywhere.

chu-yi
v chui coz i woke up late and no time to put on makeup properly :(

aunt

mummy

chu-er

family photo!

hugsssss

visit 1 relative only, zzz

too bored

seriously, i don't understand how some people can take dozen of photos when they're out. i mean you have to hangout with your friends, shop, talk, walk, do many other things, where do they find the time and hands to take photos?? i have problems multi-tasking. personally i find it awkward to suddenly ask people to take photos too. like, erhhh wanna take photos? whats the occasion? hahaha, furthermore i also camera-shy.

anw cny is actually just like any other day or weekend to me, just sit around at home and talk, pretend to be very chirpy. the only difference is that there were lotsa goodies on the table, we wish one another happy new year, wear new clothes and receive ang baos. the only thing i'm happy about is that daddy can have an excuse to rest for 2 days.

as compared to previous years, this year was significantly less eventful. my dad only brought us to visit 3 distant relatives and chu-er was spent mostly at home which was a waste coz i tot i wore nicer than chu-yi. also i didn't even get to sit around my grandma's place for as long as in the past and dinner on both nights was at home, unlike previous years where we'll eat at my grandma's place. my siblings and i didn't even go for the annual dinner gathering with my dad and his bffs on chu-er, we just stayed at home and called for kfc delivery and i spent most of my time youtub-ing.

to summarize, cny is boring.

2009-01-30T02:33:00.001+08:00

i always do the stupidest things. omggggg

i wish i'm less careless in the new year, plssssss.

2009-01-18T00:54:00.021+08:00

i celebrated my 21st birthday on 2nd jan and now it's already 18th, so i'm more than 2 weeks late in blogging about my birthday. HAH

the day started with checking in to the chalet in the early afternn with bren qian and kt. despite sleeping for only 4 hours, he was still willing to wake up and come help us do some grocery shopping after tt. i thought we will need him to carry all the heavy grocery but after that decided that the best way to transport the stuff back was to push the trolley frm e-hub back to aranda. however he did help to carry the heavy box with food to be bbq back to the chalet when the man delivered it.

den angie and sheena came to put up my birthday deco. birthday banner was done up using aluminium foild and cute pink polka dot tape, cuteeeee. also all thanks to bren qian and kt for their big lungs so that i can have balloons to decorate the sides of the banner and also to scare the shit outta us coz the lousy quality resulted in many balloons suddenly bursting.

i was putting on my own makeup and changing into my clothes for the birthday celebration. just a plain black tank and a cute ruffled skirt from topshop. lovelove the ruffled skirt which cost me quite a bomb imo. was contemplating whether to buy it when i first came across it a few days before my birthday, however i was also super worried that i may not find anything else to wear so i decided to purchase it. quite an impulsive buy i must say but luckily it's really cute and i'm loving it.

after which was spent slacking ard and take photos while waiting for other friends to come. as expected, almost all of them were late. i was almost friendless up till ard 730 when they start to slowly turn up despite the fact tt i said to come at 6pm. den take photos, bbq food, socialise abit and more slacking ard. den my head started to ache. initially i tot it was the smoke frm bbq but after tt i realised it was due to my v tight hairband. but v vain, i cont wearing it despite having a headache which makes me feel v restless.

cake cutting was ard 11pm and the friends sang v nice birthday song for me, hahaha. it was followed by a series of phototaking with different groups of friends ranging from nus friends, jc friends to friends in smu and friends who were frm temasek sec, totally nonsensical. thanks for making me feel like a star plsss so many ppl wanna take photos with me, HAHA. :D

strawberry shortcake

AHS

MJCNUS

thank you alll who turned up for my 21st birthday celebration. especially bren qian and my jc class guys who helped out during the bbq, gandong pls. even though it was kinda messy and not too entertaining, i hope everyone enjoyed themselves, just mingling and getting to know one another better and discovering fascinating info abt some ppl during the "i-never" game. hahahaha

i'm lking forward to gg to other's 21st bday and just relax instead of having to worry abt the preparations etc!

2008-12-14T00:48:00.001+08:00

i must totally blog abt this man, i've had the worst service at starhub today!!

it's more of the way they do things at starhub. unlike singtel, when u take the queue number at the starhub counter, they do not ask u what phone u're interested in getting. they just asked for ur ic and the phone number, tell u the approx waiting time and then u just hafta wait till it's ur turn.

coz it's a wkend, there were tons of ppl waiting at the centre. my family and i waited for more than 1hr before it was our turn. from fully packed till it was almost empty and they off the air-con way before closing so it was a little stuffy. the waiting experience was horrible. even though they had lcd for us to watch some random boring show but i was sitting back facing it, cant be entertained. no music to sooth the atmosphere, feel super pek cek throughout coz damn long.

finally after waiting for almost 1hr 15min, our number flashed on the screen. but to our horror, the phone my sis and bro wanted to get were oos. KNNNNN. really damn fucking pissed! no wonder we had to wait for so damn long, i bet most of the ppl were told the phones they wanted was na and had to think of an alt there and then. furthermore the available choices were vvvvvv limited. each person definitely took more than 15min to be served. when my bro finished choosing his phone, we had to wait for super long for the person to take a new phone frm the store, slowly check the phone to ensure tt it's functioning properly etc, almost 15min i think.

overall the whole experience just sucksssssssss totally. luckily my line is with singtel, dont wanna step into starhub ever again. at least when i queued for singtel, another lady served the ppl in the queue before we reached the counter and checked whether the phone i wanted was available. i didnt have to wait for 1 hr before i was told the bad news. somemore i can also reserve the phone and they'll call me when they have stock.

singtel is still besttt.

2008-12-09T23:31:00.002+08:00

ohno, 3 more wks? so i've to prepare the invitations now?

i really feel like cancelling the 21st bday celebration. i hate parties. who said 21st must celebrate? omggg why did i want to celebrate. i couldve use the money for better things, like cny clothes.

prepare games. what games?!

if only someone can help me plan this shit.

nooo i really dont wanna turn 21.
:(:(

2008-12-01T21:23:00.002+08:00

i blame it on, no mood.

somebody pls stop thinking of me, cant stop sneezing and it's no gooood. tsktsk.

i'm gonna start my slp at 4am and wake up at 3pm routine tmr onwardssss!! OMGGGG

2008-11-28T22:54:00.006+08:00

i'm supposed to have 5 days to prepare for my last and final paper. but i just wasted 2 days awy. omfgggg. and i wonder if determination will find its way back to me. or maybe i should take the initiative to find it. hahs.

i love dirty mirror

we'll meet up again soon. next time with claaaaa, ok.

tue pls come sooner, but after i'm prepared for it.

2008-11-25T23:34:00.003+08:00

i have the most normal yet unusual dreams. i used to always dream that i've accidentally brought my pillow to sch and hug it while walking ard. then i'll feel humiliated but i just cant seem to get rid of it.

then the other day i dreamt that i was running on mj's track during pe and not feeling tired at all. i was really happy because i thought my stamina has improved even though i've not ran for dunno how long. when i looked ard, i realised the track has shrunk, not so long as compared to what it was supposed to be. so i was really disappointed coz i tot "nah, it's coz track shorter not stamina improved." but wtf, it's because it's all a dream!!! i woke up and was totally laughing at myself.

just 2 nights ago i dreamt tt i was panicking coz i was late for my morning paper but yet i was still in the bathroom on campus, waiting for my turn to BATHE. i was so shocked and jumped outta bed and imm went to check my planner to double confirm tt my paper was in the afternn at 5pm, not 9am. so nervous pls.

dreams are indeed what we've been thinking in the day sia. i've been thinking tt i should go jog daily after exams and i was thinking wth, i hate late afternn papers den tadah! all appear in my dreams. maybe subconsciously i wanna bring my pillow to sch too.

i think i gotta go borrow some books from the lib after exams to feed my aging and shrinking brain. despite studying for exams, i'm finding it increasingly harder to memorise stuff. it's like the brain just doesnt wanna work, constantly in a sleeping mode. i'm also finding it more difficult to find appropriate words to form a meaningful sentence. like totally wtf, the 3 most commonly used words which dont really make sense but ppl understand. keep using it so often i have the urge to use it in my essay too. booooo.

anw there are reports abt edison chen making a comeback with gillian chung, yayayay i cant wait for the rumoured movie. i love my pornstar with ~~clothes~~ pants on.

hot

2008-11-11T23:56:00.000+08:00

i think we should always try our best to remember whether we owe any1 anything. it is really embarrassing for the person to remind u and also for u to be reminded.

it is especially so when the person who owed u said tt she cant remember whether she has returned u when she just borrowed it like a wk back and u've nt met her since plsss.

i totally hate tt feeling even though it is just a v small amt. i dunno how others feel but i felt tt it makes me sound.. cheapskate, like i'm trying to cheat her money or sth.

maybe she really did forget, but this is the 2nd time alr. time to nt lend her or i can be thick-skinned if it happens again.

2008-11-01T15:22:00.003+08:00

yayyyy i managed to get bro's friend to help me book a chalet at aranda. so now all my friends do not have to squeeze in the little space at costa sands and suffer from claustrophobia. furthermore i only paid an exta $100 for a muchmuch larger space. i'm so relieved i waited instead of booking it on impulse.

now the party will be on the 2nd january 2009 coz when i checked the list of available chalets, only 1 slot for 2nd and 3rd nights was still not taken up so i asked bro's friend to bk for 2nd and 3rd. buttttt when i checked a few minutes ago, there was actually chalet available on 1st and 2nd la, don't know why.

anw i was thinking that the theme for my party will be "BOWS AND RIBBONS" so everyone can act cute, great!

seriously, cant wait for this sem to be over.

2008-10-18T16:43:00.003+08:00

seriously, i'm quite sad that i didnt think of booking my chalet earlier. i think the only chalets left now are costa sands and they have super small rooms! furthermore it's like soooo damn expensive as compared to others considering their small space. i could have booked a much bigger rm at the same amt of money frm safra or aloha.

anw i havent booked chalet at costa sands coz i'm trying to see if there're any other chalets i've yet to check out. anw bren says when she checked on the axs machine, there were still alot of vacancies for costa sands so i guess i still can take a little more time to think abt it.

initially wanted to bk at sentosa but my parents said if i'm really gonna do tt, they'll nt be going since it's so inconvenient. sighhh. so most prob gonna be at downtown east or pasir ris la, somewhere nearer.

went out with bren a few days back and we dropped by spotlight at ps. so many freaking things for ppl to buy to dress up during halloween! daiso also has a lot of decorations for christmas. makes me super excited, thinking abt what to dress up as for my birthday party laaa. cant wait to go shop for weird props for the party after exams. still cant decide what theme my party is gonna be though. but i hope ppl will be enthu to dress up ok. hoho.

2008-10-14T01:32:00.004+08:00

NO MORE VACANCIES FOR CHALET. OMG

HOW?!

SOMEONE PLS HELP ME THINK WHAT I SHOULD DO FOR MY BIRTHDAY. CRYYYYY

i think i was blind. :D

2008-10-09T21:29:00.000+08:00

i'm on a constant get-well-get-sick mode.

initially i was down with some flu 1mth back but i still went for tuition with my p4 boy. den 1wk later he fell super sick for a wk and i felt super guilty since i was the one who passed it to him. den now he's sick again with sore throat and some serious cough and he passed it to me now! cant stop sneezing and my nose is blockedddd and my throat is feeling quite uncomfortable. omggg i wanna slp but i cantttt, still gotta revise a little for my macroecons test tmr. BOO

anw i was talking to a friend who has been busy preparing for her bf's 21st birthday party this coming sat. so she was telling me to faster go book a chalet if i really wanna hold my birthday party there. since it's gonna be the peak period due to new year and all, so quite afraid will be too late by the time i book at the end of the year, after my last paper. BUTBUTBUT i havent even made up my mind where i want my "party" to be or whether i wanna hold a party anot lehhhh, howhowhow. so confused la. :(:(

and what theme huh? getai??? everyone must wear GOLD to my party ok. be a fashion disaster on my party and take fugly photos. totally lking forward to it.

if i really have a party it will most prob be on 1st jan 2009 ok, so pls make sure all you friends of mine be free on tt day or i'll hate u forever if u cant come.

2008-10-03T01:33:00.002+08:00

i just had the most horrible midterm ever and i feel like puking blood right now. also, i had to do some peer evaluation for some random proj and the grp which i'm supposed to evaluate on did sucha terrible job i feel like screaming in the ears and tell them dont fucking waste my time plssss. :(

totally wanna blog abt sth nice, like the very happening (as usual) HPY kbox outing last thurs but i'm too lazy. anw, i'm waiting for the very pretty lisa-san to email me the photos so that it will look more happening.

oh children's day just passed and i bought pencils with a v cute man sitting on a spring on top of it, for my 2 tuition kids. passed it to my p4 boy on mon. you know kids at this age tend to try and act mature and pretend they dont like cute things. everyone should understand because i totally remember how me and friends were reluctant to do some "cute" actions whenever the sch invite random ppl to do some interactive performance for us.

SOOOO when i asked my p4 boy to choose 1 out of the 2 pencils i bought, he pretended that he was indifferent abt them. then when i went over for tuition on wed, he told me that the spring fell off while he was playing with it coz he shook it too vigorously. SEE LA HE LIKES IT LOR OTHERWISE WHY PLAY WITH IT UNTIL THE SPRING CAME OFF.

little boys are quite funny. but i'm happy he plays with it hoho.
:):)

2008-09-11T21:00:00.002+08:00

time really pass so damn quickly, it's so freaking SCARYYY!!

omfg i have projects to do and assignments to prepare for presentation but all i wanna do is slackkkk. i wanna just sit back, relax and watch 10-15 episodes of anime a day, like what i was doing 2 months ago. OMGGGGGG. and i've not slept till i wake up naturally for i dunno how many days alr can. i have to wake up early for sch/proj meeting/tuition for the past 2wks? BOOOOO i wanna slppppp. i think i can finally wake up naturally this coming sat since my meeting is at 3pm in sch. so looking forward to it laaaa.

i'm lking forward to recess wk 2 wks later. but it means i have to mugggg for midterms. ohwellsssss at least i've only 3 out of the 5 modules i'm taking. sigh

2008-09-04T00:37:00.002+08:00

OMFG, I STEPPED ON A DETACHED LIZARD TAIL JUST NOW. LIKE WHAT THE FUCKKKK

I HATE HATE HATEEEEE LIZARDS AND I FUCKING STEPPED ON THE FUCKING JUMPING CURLING WRIGGLING KNNB TAIL. FUCKING DIRTY MY LEGSSSSSSS.

PISSED.

2008-09-01T22:03:00.001+08:00

i find myself losing temper over the smallest thing.

like, people accidentally brushing against me.

ok i'm just feeling unhappy over i dunno what. and i just wanna slp till i dunno when. :/

2008-08-22T18:36:00.000+08:00

sometimes i dont understand what the old ppl are thinking. do they feel that just because they're old we'll let them do anything they like, and they have the rights to do whatever they like?

for instance, today i was freaking waiting for the bus at the interchg for a super long time, holding on to the heavy tb i just bought and feeling damn pissed coz i just wasted $45 on it, when all of a sudden this old auntie come and try to jump queue. as i was standing near the opening of the metal barrier of the queue ah, she was standing so near me she was almost like sticking to me. damn pissed off la. the queue behind me was so damn long, everyone waited patiently den she just happily cut the ppl behind me. if i'm the one behind i'll be super pissed and cursing.

even though we have to give up seats to the elderly, it doesnt mean they can suka suka just cut queue right. if u really old and cannot stand for long, surely there will be ppl who will give up their seats for u. instead she chose to be a bitch and jump queue, in the end also no seats available when she got on the bus, whats the pt lor. only make ppl irritated with u. i also dont wanna give up seat for u if i have a seat. tsktsktskkkkkkkk!!!!

and u know what, my grandmother is also quite the arrogant kinda elderly. once, my mother and her wanted to cross the road and she just cross the road without checking that the road was clear and just took her own swt time. luckily nth happen and my mom was damn scared and told her she should check for cars and at least try to walk faster. my grandmother just replied "the drivers will give way to me coz i'm and elderly." ALAMAKKKK what if the driver sibei cock eye?? sometimes ppl will be careless and that's how accidents happen, how can she think ALL the drivers will see her? furthermore she's super small size and short can.

i just wanna say that even though we are to be nice to the elderly and give up seats to them or help them cross the road whatever, they shouldnt just take these kind gestures as what they rightfully deserve. instead they should at least show that they appreciate what we are doing and maybe smile or say a little "thank you". totally will brighten up our days and at least i'll feel that i will want to help them again next time whatttttt.

2008-08-12T23:32:00.002+08:00

OMG i was super tired on my 1st day of sch ok. i almost fell aslp when i went to give tuition. the little boy said "teacher, do u wanna go wash ur face?" SIAOOOO PAISEH FOR ME!!! esp so as i was the one who always said that to him. :(:(:(:(

at least i'm glad it's free day for me on wed and thur. yay!!!

i wish i can confirm tutorial slots asap. dont ruin my planssss hor

2008-08-11T00:43:00.000+08:00

OMFG!

I DONT WANT SCH TO START!!!

*ROLL ARD IN BED*

:(:(:(

2008-08-04T01:27:00.004+08:00

ever since ele brought me to eat some super nice jap food at wasabi tei which is located at fep, i've been craving for ramen and sushi. ARGHHHH watching anime and jap drama makes me drool when they eat too. i'm like constantly hungry and searching for food food and more food!! time to become FATTTT. :(

toilet's the best place to camwhore

super duper closeup coz my arm is too short

i'm currently trying my best to watch as many anime as possible since i wont be able to do that once sch reopens next wk. no more waking up at 2pm and watch anime till 6pm, go tuition and come back only to cont watching till 3am. ARGHHH i feel so depressed just thinking abt it.

anyhow i've cleaned up my study table finally since i promised my mother to do so ard 3mths ago. threw awy ALL the mags which have edison on it, that were actually collecting dust coz i didnt touch them at all after i bought them. extra space to put all my new tb when i buy them next sem. no more blindly loving some porn start for me, HOHO. some "excited" for sch to start. :/

alrightsss, back to watching more anime. gonna crash biz o wk on thurs and peep at freshies. yayssss

2008-07-28T23:55:00.006+08:00

i've not been busy at all for the past 1 month. instead i was so free, i keep watching dramas/animes on veoh that 1 month had already pass me by unknowingly. i'm totally enjoying slping at 3am in the morning and only waking up 12hrs later to continue watching whatever nonsense i had left off the prev time.

anyways, this whole wk was spent meeting up with 3 diff grps of friends whom i've nt seen for a very long time which meant i went out 3 out of 7 days of the wk. so rare can, usually only once or never since i give tuition so damn often. the kids are sucking my life away. esp the p4 boy who is oh so cheeky and ans my questions via sign language. i had to constantly lk at him in case he ans sth and i miss it coz he freaking keep "what?" me or piss me off by throwing back whatever questions i asked him. :(

however all these manymany leisure time is gonna end soon coz gotta return to sch 2 wks later. shitttttt. and i'm so worried my timetable will be screwed, CHOY. otherwise i'll only have 3 days of sch per wk, YAYS.

i think me and friends should take more photos. otherwise no memories pls!

nv go drink after a sibei full meal.
got bloated like mad, trying to finish the drink.
:(

2008-06-29T23:41:00.006+08:00

heyyyy, i'm back frm biz foc! actually it's been 4 days alr, hoho. anw it was fun plssss. i was initially feeling skeptical abt it but everyone was so fun to hang out with la. :D

couldnt fall aslp on the first night coz i didnt have a pillow or anything to put under my head as a "pillow". ended up with a headache. however the rest of the nights was gooodd coz i piled up my clothes to use as a pillow.

station games on the first day was nt too bad. however sp night was messy. i was totally freaking out coz i didnt have enough time to settle everything and a lot of things cropped up last min. luckily in the end it was all alright and everyone managed to have fun listening to all the freshies say funny/weird things to each other. afterwhich they had fright night. so sad i couldnt be part of it la but then again i'm relieved coz those involve could only slp at ard 5am whereas i slept ard 3+am coz i had nth to do after sp night.

sentosa was on the 2nd day. quite relax for me coz 1st part me and val only had to sit in the shelter and wait for the grps to come, do some questionairres and tt's it. 2nd part with eugene was even more slack coz i asked him to do all the explaining while i just aid him in carrying out the games. the fun part was watching ppl get dunked into the sea.

pool games was on the 3rd day and we went to timbre at night. finally can put on makeup la! all the girls were over the moon. super happy coz we dont have to look chui. we can finally look good after suffering for so many days la! i'm stunned that some brought their whole makeup kit there and totally regret nt bringing more.

had fun even though during the many days i had to look chui, slp on the flr and eat some disgusting cai fan. furthermore, there were some eyecandies to ogle at. how rare la! totally lking forward to next sem alr. hahahaha.

what a pity i dont have a cam, otherwise can camwhore more!!! :(

waiting for freshies to settle down for briefing on 1st day

2 v slack station masters, at sentosa

whole comm at timbre

<3 programs

2008-06-18T17:06:00.000+08:00

i'm so pissed off at ur insensitivity and brainlessness.

if u're using me to ask someone else out and is actually nt keen to see me, pls fuck off and dont waste my time. u may think i'm sibei free and sit and home and slack but i'm nt alright. i have other things to do, eg camp and tuition. dont fucking make me reschedule my stuff and in the end invite some other ppl whom i'm nt close with to go out with us. once is enough alr, u have to do this shit twice. on purpose isit, CB.

seriously i'm so sick of it and i've had enough. i'm nt desperate to go out with u. furthermore i wont die if i dont see u for 5000 yrs, so dont come and ask me out if are nt sincere.

2008-06-10T17:42:00.001+08:00

i'm seriously v sad that i'm fucking sick during the camp! all because of flu, my nose is damn blocked and i cant fall aslp, keep sneezing, cough till i almost vomit and some throbbing headache due to insufficient slp, i wouldve been at sentosa with the rest of the ppl playing games now lorrrr.

but i'm glad i didnt go home on sun night coz yest's games was seriously funfunfun, even though i was just the station master for the 2 games. my station game was kinda messy so me and my partner was supposed to discuss how to improve on it but we ended up slacking afterwhich i went off to help out with the pool games. however i'm glad she was a nicenice and friendly girl. it was hilarious to watch the other game that was beside mine coz the ogls had to like piggyback one another and do stupid stuff. laughed our ass off.

pool games was super funny, esp the charade game. they had to act out weird actions like clubbing and licking lollipop which became sewing and eating banana respectively at the end when the last person had to guess wth it was. laughed till my jaws v suan pls.

stayed till they finished makeup for fright night. all the ghosts lk funny instead of scary. a pity i really couldnt tahan till after they finish the game coz some really wanna slp pls!

hopefully on the real camp i'll be vvv healthy!!! and i totally must bring sunblock and cap, the sun is sibei scorching hot sia!

2008-06-05T00:23:00.000+08:00

i'm so pissed off because i forgot to tap my ezlink card when i alight the bus and it freaking sucked awy $2 worth of busfare frm me when i only travelled for ard 4 stops.

public transport is causing my money to deplete at an alarming rate. whats the most irritating thing is i travel so many times coz i give the boy tuition 3 times a wk and i have to chg a total of 6 bus/mrt to and fro his place each time. and i'm so damn underpaid!

BAHHHHHHHHH. suck more money frm me pls :(

2008-06-03T01:38:00.004+08:00

i'm getting so lazy i'm finding it difficult to string words into proper sentences now.

anyway, had a teeny weeny stardust outing on sat. maybe i shouldnt even say it's an outing coz erhh only like 6 of us went for the kbox. felt real weird to sing with them since they are really pro at all the new songs and i'm like, erhh never heard of them before. furthermore they sing songs frm ppl whom i dont usually listen to, eg kelly poon, li sheng jie and some other ppl whom i cant rem now.

the only photo i lk nt too bad

i am totally some chui, supposed to lk serious

kbox is really pianqian. i tot the session is supposed to be frm 2-7pm but we were chased out at ard 630. such wet blankets laaa. how can anyhow chg the timing one.

2 of the girls left and the rest of us went to starbucks to talk cock. they didnt want to eat coz they had dinner at home. so i was thinking maybe we'll only hangout for a while but end up talk till 9+ pls. i was seriously hungry la but just kept quiet. hoho.

i feel like gg swimming sia.
cant believe nx wk's foc dry run camp. no makeup... NOT.

2008-05-31T23:46:00.005+08:00

met up with ele a few days back. decided to meet at 4pm instead since we're nt interested to wake up early or do some serious shopping even though it's the gss period. totally the right time to meet pls coz we were so siandiao by ard 6pm.

anw had some ramen at cuppage at noodles house ken. niceeee. after tt went to bugis for dessert because it was just too early to go home at 730pm.

after the v filling ramen

lost, dunno where to go sia

ended up at the fav dessert shop at bugis

anw i freaking screwed up my exam AGAIN, as bad as last sem. i think now i shall just hope i will nt deteriorate further for the rest of the remaining sem and graduate, get a job asap and earn some money. indeed, zi bao zi qi for me. nus has too many smart ppl + muggers, i dont think i can match up to them.

just kinda disappointed in myself coz i really studied harder as compared to last sem but ohwells, i guess i'm just nt up to it. and i scored the best for my hist of jap mod which i only studied the day before and left 1/2hr earlier during the paper. i dunno whether i should be glad or feel wtf. my core mods which i studied and practice are like shit.

why is tt so.

2008-05-26T23:29:00.000+08:00

i've been cooped up at home for i cant remember how many days. sleep till 2pm in the afternn every day and spend the rest of my time watching anime or ds-ing. go for tuition 5 days a wk and come home to cont watching anime or ds-ing. how exciting can one's life get.

decided i've spent too much time rotting at home and doing nth constructive or beneficial for the society or myself, hence i went for a jog yest afternn. lo and behold, major freaking muscle ache today! i think i'm growing old and my bones rusty. cant even tahan a 20min slowwwww jog.

all i can think abt at home is eattttttttttt and sleeeeeeeeeeeeeep.

2008-05-22T00:31:00.001+08:00

i shall nt say anything. anymore.

2008-05-19T02:01:00.008+08:00

stardust 2008 was a success la. like omg wow, even though i didnt do much. LOL practically slack through the whole organising thing coz ticketing is, SLACK.

so the day started where everyone is supposed to meet at the arena at 11am coz there was some briefing on what we're supposed to do. BUT coz of kbox with the hpy, i overslpt and only woke up at 1030am. so i was totally shocked, quickly jump out of bed, prepare myself and throw all the nonsense i need into a bag and cab down to clarke quay. totally wasted $15 can coz actually only a few ppl were on time and there were ppl who only reached in the afternn lor. so heartpain la ohmy $15 gone to waste.

basically i was just slacking ard, watching the bands/soloists do their sound checks, walk ard aimlessly coz i dont really know any1 that well. some of them dont even know my name and neither do i know theirs. HOHO, BEST. played ds and went for lunch with some ppl after tt. started making new friends and all. :D

came back and had to prepare the programmes booklet by slotting all the nonsense vouchers into them, which in the end i didnt really give out to many. LOL waste our efforts la. some of the comm members managed to get their hair done by the stylists but i didnt coz they had to leave liao. anw i dont think my hair needs to be done la, so nice liao....... NOTTTT!!!

busy slotting vouchers

after slotting the vouchers

so my duty for the night was to... stand at the entrance and give out voting slips to each and everyone and explain to them wth were the 2 pieces of paper for. keep repeating myself for dunno how many million times until my voice was almost gone la! the most exciting thing is my sis's friends recognised me and said hi. WOW! and i saw my ltnc pri sch friend. also some random ppl like bren and ******. HAHAHA LMAO. and some woman tot i worked in the arena and referred to the bouncers as my colleagues. YA SURE.

managed to finish giving out the slips only after ALL the solists finished performing la so i think i was standing for close to 2hrs can. after tt went in to watch the rest of the perf and some of the bands are quite good while a certain one is omg-wth-is-gg-on kinda chui la.

after the event it was major camwhore time! took many photos with the comm members, as if we were vv good friends. time to be friends with them la coz i realised all of them are quite nice and funny.

slacking after the event

1,2,3,4,5....

we drank and danced ard. by the end of the night i was freaking giddy and cant really walk straight liao but at least i was aware of whats gg on. so not drunk yet. HOHO.

started drinking liao so slight redness

fucking red!

totally enjoyed myself tt night la. lking forward to comm dinner/whatever gathering. hopefully wont clash with any shit (eg. tuition URGHHH).

nx up is foccccc. CAMP. omg. zzz

2008-05-17T16:57:00.011+08:00

met up with the long time no see HAOPENGYOUSSSS on thurs for our usual kbox session. it's as though we can only go kbox when we go out.

anyways went to meet ele at kem 1st since the other 2 hpy are freaking busy ppl. played animal crossing coz we had to bring a mother cat and her child tgt coz they got separated in both our "towns". while waiting for hpy at central, talk abt bkk trip. like damn a lot of things to say la even though the whole trip was just abt shopping. totally nv get sick of each other and animal crossing plsss.

lighting quite nice ah

finally the 2 busy hpy reached central so we went to the usual ramen restaurant coz i was craving for it pls. some disappointed coz they dont appreciate it leh. actually initially i tot it was nth special too but will crave for it after nt eating it for a long time la!

so after filling our stomachs with ramen and some random daikon and egg thing, went down to cine for kbox! i think it was the most high session ever pls. never been so high before. maybe too long didnt see one another so v excited pls, NOT! honestly, F4 makes us high! also took many boliao photos tgt.

singing kbox for 7hrs really kill my throat. ended up with a zao xia voice at the end of the night.

so happy, LOL

derrick pretending to be tall yet again!

aili v high

some gay

duetduet, NOOOOO

ok duet with aili

reached home at ard 430am in the morning and supposedly had to wake up at ard 9am coz i had stardust but i overslpt! but anw stardust was a success la and quite fun too. now i'm glad i didnt pull out of it. hoho. more updates nx time. :D

2008-05-14T00:09:00.007+08:00

hi all! yay back frm bangkok with manymany loottttt!!

even though the shopping trip wasnt as happening as what i had expected due to all the ravings frm ele abt buying 30+ pieces of clothings for her last bkk trip, i am still vvvv satisfied with all of my buys. altogether i bought ard 20 pieces of clothings excluding 3 bracelets, 2 ear studs and 1 pair of shoes. quite fruitful i must say. totally impossible to buy so many things in spore with only $500 plsss.

1st day was freaking awkward as the 3 of us didnt know any of the guys so we just stick tgt and avoid eye contact with the rest. as our flight was at night, by the time we reach bkk it was alr too late to do any shopping. therefore we just return to our hotel rm after having some indian food which was quite nice. maybe coz all of us were freaking starving! srsly, hotel rm was damn freaky la. so me and cla had to go squeeze with ele and sis. 4 girls in a rm sharing 1 toilet. omgggg and sorry for being slow. cant help it. haha

on the plane

bkk's airport

2nd day marked the start of our "shopping frenzy" at platinum. kinda disappointed, there wasnt as many fantastic clothes as what i was expecting but still nt bad. sorta held back on my shopping coz i was afraid wont have enough to spend for the next 2 days. in the end ah, i bought the most on this day la.

in our hotel rm

v happy

3rd day went to siam to shop but the clothes there were soooo damn expensive, prices were comparable to fep pls. so didnt buy anything except for 1 dress frm little siam. in the evening we went to suan lum! every1 was super hyped abt it pls coz supposedly damn a lot of good buys. erhh nt too bad la but prices are still slightly higher than platinum but cheaper than what we can get in spore. most of the items i got there were my FAV BUYS. happpyyyy!

4th day went to comb platinum AGAIN! bought a few more items before we leave bkk.

v chui frm all the late nights and long hrs of wearing contacts,
still must pretend v happy

despite the awkwardness with the guys, i think the trip was enjoyable and fruitful coz i bought so many clothes i dunno how to squeeze into my wardrobe pls!! furthermore, i tried the legendary thai message which was unbelievably itchy coz they actually pressed at ur groin area but still shiok coz of all the stretching. tuktuk was freaking thrilling too.

i wont mind gg to bkk again, but nt any time soon. and MUST go with some friends instead of unfamiliar ppl nx time.

2008-05-08T14:08:00.000+08:00

yes, finally it's my turn to be freed frm the clutches of exammmm!

slack for the nx 3 mths, watch a lot of youtube and play ds till my eyes go fuzzy.

butttt the best thing is to start the whole freaking hol by gg to bkk to shop till i drop. YAY how exciting.

byeee for the nx 4 days. will be back on sun night hohohoho. my luggage is super big yet empty and i feel as if i'm packing for a chalet. i feel super insecure, hope i didnt miss out anything.

CANT WAIT LAAAAAA

2008-04-28T23:39:00.002+08:00

NOTHING BALANCED!

WHY?

WHATTHEFUCK IS ACCOUNTING FOR? WHATTHEFUCK IS ALL THE PRACTISING PAST YR PAPERS AND DOING TUTORIALS FOR?

WHY MUST BALANCE HUHHHHH. NB.

2008-04-24T00:24:00.002+08:00

i dont want pre-bkk

i wanna BKK NOW!

ive been fantasising abt all the possible happy things i can do after exams, and it's dampening my spirit that i cant do any of them NOW. shitttt.

ok time to do some financial accting. :/

2008-04-06T22:25:00.009+08:00

tampines mall has become sucha hip place. bigger space and manymany new shops, i dont even know what shops can be found where now. used to be able to walk ard with my eyes closed la.

anw was walking ard on my own and i discovered a freaking nice place which sells superrrr cuteeeee stuff! almost wanted to get everything in the shop. what a pity they dont sell laptop sleeve coz my initial motive for shopping in tm was to lk for a decent lking sleeve for my extra big and bulky laptop.

in the end i bought a mirror 2 notebks and stickers.

some fcute reusable stickers for glass
nt sticky at all so in the end i can only stick it on glass of my cupboard
but i used double sided tape to stick onto my laptop. some disappointed.

actually was planning to finish my term paper today but i've only written 339 words out of the 1500 words i'm required to write. gotta finish it soon coz need to hand it in on tue/wed. totally having a hard time writing it because i've absolutely no idea wth it's abt. JAPAN HISTORY. omg kill me pls. samurai daimyo peasants and whatnots. wrong choice of elective for me, no more history mod next sem.

andddd i've enough money to go bkk NOW. GOGOGO!

i have to suppress my spending urges coz i dont wanna waste my money on pianqian clothes which i can get for less than $10 in bkk. cant wait cant wait.

GO BKK NOWWWWW

2008-04-05T17:15:00.001+08:00

wowssss my dad is pissed at me coz i kept asking him abt the 1500 bursary i rcved. he tot i wanna take the whole amt and use it but noooooo i only asked him coz:

1. i didnt write the letter of appreciation so i was afraid they wont gimme the moneh so just checkingggg.
2. i wanted to apply for bursary for the next sem and i'm supposed to write when i rcved the amt.
3. ok actually i wanted to get a little sum of money to use, but only 300bucks whatttt. still got extra after paying the remainder of my sch fees lor.

so he was v angry and transferred the whole sum, 1500, to my acct last night and gave me the receipt sia. omggg la. and my mom was angry coz she tot i ASKED the money frm him. like nono.

i only asked if he can gimme 300bucks to pay for my airfare and hotel to bkk and the rest of the expenses i will pay on my own leh. furthermore 300bucks is nt the full amt for airfare and hotel la.

why so petty lehhh. askask only what.
why have to misunderstand me?

2008-03-27T01:07:00.004+08:00

i'm alr lking forward to 3 mths break.

the thing is, exams 1 mth awy and i've yet to study.

but my brain is on an escapade.

2008-03-25T00:19:00.001+08:00

emo emo, and i was wondering if i'm pms-ing

GUORAN!
menses came in the morning.

i make accurate predictions.

2008-03-24T01:21:00.003+08:00

i hate judgements.

i hate how superficial most ppl are, even myself.

i think i can pretend i dont give a damn quite well, maybe one day i'll be so desensitized by everything i really dont give a damn anymore.

i feel tt i need to talk to someone but i dunno who to talk to and abt what.

maybe all i need is to get some slp and stop thinking too much and feel negative by the most random things happening in my life.

2008-03-21T13:00:00.011+08:00

we always take unglam/chui photos at carl's jnr, WHY?
LOL

"let's try to take act chio photos now"
erh, ok :)

sibei hungry so let's all eat first

2 v greedy girls

ok so full, lublubbbb

huh i v smelly ah?

u also v smelly, still kp me

ok all of us are smelly

okkk all the other photos on facebooooook. :D:D

2008-03-20T00:42:00.002+08:00

argh i gotta go sch tmr for makeup tut and stupid sub pool.

there're sooooo many freaking public hols this sem=damn a lot of makeup tutorials and lectures to attend la.

hopefully i can get some real work done this coming looong wkend. need to do some report writing, studying, tutorials doing and video watching. and i'm srsly v intimidated by a certain some1 for being so fusssssy abt every single stuff the rest of us write. yes sir, we will listen to u coz u're always right. ARGHHH and i feel so retarded for be asked to do this and tt when i totally dont understand what he's talking abt. maybe it's my prob, slow to catch some ballllllssssssssss.

anwsss meeting cla again tmr, we've been meeting so often! haha dinner and step up2, cant wait. i wanna do some f21 shopping with the vouchers i rcved on my bday. will try to buy random accessories/tshirts etc.

x was pissed off with y for being so "independent" and do everything on her own without saying. now x and y are pissed off with z for being so bossy and commanding. x y and z knew one another frm proj. x is confused whether y is a nice person anot. x thinks z is scary at times but yet friendly other times. x feels bad abt bitching behind the backs of y and z but still wants to be friends with them. x thinks she shall nt think too much and treat everyone as hi-bye friends. x shall be friendly to everyone.
x shall learn to be independent too.

2008-03-16T22:18:00.003+08:00

i'm so happy!

because i got nt too bad for my fna midterm and it's the 1st time i get higher than the median mark, so congrats to myself. time to mugmugmug for fna so i can get my 1st AAAAAAAA arghhhhh.

anw yest was nus open house and i was down for some booth duty to sell snacks. omg right! and it was outdoors and the freaking sun was scorching hot and what's worse is, i sweat a lot. so basically i was like standing there sweating for 2 whole hrs lking at ppl walking past with the nus goodie bag, hoping i dont see anyone familiar and had loud music blasting in my ears because it was some nus rock fest where all the bands frm the halls were performing. they were nt too bad, except for 1 of the hall, which was far frm good.

if i can just go home after the open house, i wont complain. BUT i cant. because i had to go for my friend's band concert and i was freaking sticky and my makeup felt like dirt on my face. the feeling was so damn bad. at least the concert was nt too bad i guess. faster chiong to eat dinner after tt. :D

i wish i have more determination to do my work instead of leaving it to the last min and also muggg more!

sometimes i feel so sick of giving tuition. zzz

i feel so fat recently and i just measured my arm and my right arm is totally 3cm FATTER than my left arm. lublubbbb u left arm. to hell with u, right armmmm. NB!

2008-03-13T12:29:00.002+08:00

i was happy coz i thought the tuition agency forgot to collect fees frm me. but the happiness was short-lived. the woman called and asked me to transfer $180 yesterday and pretended to be caring and asked how are the kids and whether i'm fine.

okays, u want moneh frm me den say, dont have to act nice and ask all this nonsense hor. u think i have a lot of time to entertain you is it.

now i have to wait another half more mth for my nx 2 $180 to be in. :(

2008-03-06T23:14:00.002+08:00

no matter how hard i try, everyone will always be better than me.

the more i expect, the more disappointed i feel.

z.

2008-02-29T23:44:00.006+08:00

i love having 2 meals within 4hrs + starbucks and seeing some girl stain her dress and hesitating whether we should tell her or nt.

i love walking to some random building to lk for toilet and randomly see my ex-fav boy #1 frm the corner of my eye and v shy to see if he become cuter or nt. (ok he didnt.)

i love walking past some random guy and overhear him refer to my leggings as pants.

i love standing at lido lking at movie timing and having some loser keep lking back at me coz of my leggings.

i love having some best friend take unglam videos of me and post on her blog, not. OMG.

i saw my sec sch fav boy today and even sat beside him on the bus. so close to him lehhh but he's no longer my fav boy, what a pity. hahahaha.

ok i shall end my hua chi post here. byeeee :D

2008-02-26T01:42:00.002+08:00

i'm happy coz i just got my pay frm 1 of my tuition last wk and i'm gonna get my pay frm my another tuition kid today. yayay!!

BUT i still need to pay the agency half since it's the first mth. BOOOO

at least they've nt contacted me yet. hopefully they'll forget abt me. i dont wanna part with my hard-earned money.

i want to be forgotten.

ANYWAYS

dont u feel that some old ppl v kelian, esp the poor and gotta go out and work ones.

the other day i was taking the mrt on my way to sch and suaysuay the cabin i went into got some vomit which was strategically left in the middle of nowhere by a sick(PUN) person. luckily i was standing at the side and totally saw it while i was entering so didnt step on it, but not many were as lucky as i am.

okies so i was admiring the abstract art piece created by the blind ppl who stepped on it and spread the vomit everywhere, when an old uncle who is a cleaner came armed with a pail and a mop, to clean up the flr. i felt so sad for him laaaa, like so old alr still have to do this kinda shit leh and the train was moving and he still had to clean up the place when i'm supposed to give up my seat to him under normal circumstances yanoe!! at least he didnt really have to use his hand to clean up coz he had this kiapkiap thing to kiap the toilet rolls to wipe the flr before he mopped it. HENG AH otherwise i wouldve just cried there coz so cham la, PUKE SIAAAA. some smelly too.

all old ppl should not work. they should just stay at home and lk after their grandchildren.

2008-02-22T22:14:00.009+08:00

OMG I CANT BELIEVE I WONT BE ABLE TO SEE EDISON ON TV/MOVIE ANYMORE!!

KILL ME PLSSS.

BOOOOOOOOO

2008-02-20T17:17:00.002+08:00

i wanna go shopping!!!

i think i have many stuff to complete but i'm too lazy to really get down to do it. whenever i on the com and tell myself to type some constructive stuff, i'll end up online window shopping. :(

totally forgot to contribute for bizlaw tutorial assignment which my grp was supposed to present this coming fri and everyone has alr sent their ans to the grp leader. i was still feeling guilty and wanted to do it when i checked my mail and found tt he has completely forgotten abt me and said every1 has alr sent him the ans. WELL GREAT! haha i shall pretend i sent him too. ok i think my grpmates will hate me when they find out, hoho who cares.

i still have some proposal draft to do which is due on fri but i dont think i cant complete it by then!

ARGH i refuse to do anything. let them be done on their own plsssssss.

and i still have to think which ctry to go for sep and pray i will be offered sth. i shouldnt have applied for yr2sem1 the other time!! now the uni left are all the leftovers i think and so limited spaces!! i'm so sad now. i always make this kinda blunders and regrets. kill me pls.

2008-02-14T20:07:00.003+08:00

today's v day, like wow.

i spent the whole morning + afternn in bed today because i had the mother of all menstrual cramps and my legs were like jelly frm the pain.

the pain finally stopped in the late afternn and my bro came back frm sch and said some hurtful words to me. "eh, so u just spent the whole day slping ah?"

what a fantastic day. thanks cupid. loveloveeeee

2008-02-12T23:12:00.000+08:00

happy cny!

i think cny gets more and more boring each yr. it used to be so much fun hanging out with the whole big family, everyone will go to my grandparents' place for reunion dinner and everyone seemed to have so much stuff to say to one another. now, everyone just stick to their own small little family and only meet up to say happy cny and pass ard the angpaos on 1st day of cny. not so much stuff to talk abt and everyone seem to just mind their own business or engage in a little superficial chit-chat. zzz

even though nt as noisy and fun as the past, at least i have 3 young niece/nephews to play with now, so cute. a pity i forgot to take photos of them. havent met them for so long tt i didnt know 1 of my nephew is a toddler now, i thought he was still a baby la. he can even call me gugu now, wow!

all thanks to my aunt who came back from aussie to celebrate cny with us this yr tt we had a chance to go to some restaurant to eat on 3rd day of cny. so rare that the whole family go out for dinner nowadays la. she paid $400/table and the food was so-so only, so disappointing. :(

basically this yr i eat damn a lot everyday=sibei fat sia.

took some photos with my sis, bro, mother and father. some comparison with the photos we took last cny. haha!

good choice i decided to keep my hair long. hoho.
my relatives were amazed at my eyeliner coz they claimed it was v thick.
the thing is, my double eyelids are hidden lor!
cant even see even though a lil thick can, sian.

2008-me

2007-me

2008-me and the bro

2007-me and the bro

2008-the sis and me

2007-the sis and me

after dinner on 3rd day of cny.
almost went karaoke with the family but no more rooms!
what a pity. :(

the mother, who was afraid of lking fat,
insists tt i should stand in front and cover half of her

the father, who has a v stern face.

i wish every day is 1st day of cny so i can keep receiving angpaos with fairly more moneyyyyy.

2008-02-04T00:45:00.001+08:00

my family's gg to sing karaoke on chu san, uncles aunties cousins niece nephews and ahma. so happening.

haha, cant wait.

lking forward to steamboat for reunion dinner at home, dinner with the whole big family on chu san and buffet dinner with daddy's friends on chu er, even though it's at some kns place with nt nice food. also, manymany new yr goodies for 4 whole consecutive days!

i feel some fat just thinking abt it. 60kg, here i come!

2008-02-01T22:52:00.000+08:00

BAHHH i'm so regretting taking 2 kids for tuition but the agency said i cant give up 1 coz it was in the terms and conditions.

OHMANNN

i guess i just have to squeeze time out for the 2 little boys and hopefully i wont cause the p6 boy to do badly in his exam. some stressed!

actually was thinking of giving up the p6 boy but i just went for the tuition in the evening and suddenly i feel so guilty laaaaa. :/

suan le, for the sake of the money ahhhh i shall persevere on. hoho

2008-01-26T01:28:00.000+08:00

i just took 2 tuition assignments today which will start nx wk and i'm alr starting to regret.

some afraid i wont be able to cope with my studies/proj/whatever, even though i can earn some money. :(

hopefully i wont decide to back out after 1 mth like what i did the last time and kena pq by the tuition agency again. haha.

pity the 2 kids i'm gonna take coz i dont think i'll be a v gd tutor. just hope their results wont deteriorate.

2008-01-23T00:01:00.000+08:00

if ur friend wants to transfer to another sch will u be influenced by her? omg i think yesyesyessss bren, hoho. but luckily i dont really see her tt often so i still can fight off the thought and anw i'll still be studying in the same fac, so quite ptless. ok i dont even know if i can get into the fac i want in tt sch but tt's another prob.

had 2hrs break before my last lec of the day today but my pri sch friend left to meet her friend coz she isnt taking the same 5th mod as me. was planning to hide in a corner and read a bk for the whole 2hrs but felt super hungry so went to the canteen to eat, on my own. after tt hide at a corner to read a bk, on my own. den some bored so walked off to the forum to gaze blankly into mid-air and pretend i was waiting for a friend and enjoying the buzz in the forum, on my own.

BLEHHHH i'm sucha loser/loner sometimes (most of the time) i feel so jealous of ppl hanging out in their grps/with their bf/gf. where're my best friends?? scattered all over spore other than nus biz, why lidat ah.

i wanna run back to pri sch/sec sch/jc and hangout with all my best friends and gossipgossip and laughlaugh at whatever nonsense and stay in my comfort zone all day long and nt be on my own.

i dont wanna make new friends.

can anyone empathise with me??

2008-01-22T23:20:00.000+08:00

i'm nt hei ren anymore pls

brenda chai is darker than me yesyesyes!!!

time to go tanning again.

2008-01-14T22:08:00.000+08:00

2 wks ago i was freaking frustrated abt the super major breakout on my face but then all the very big and painful acne(s?) subsided after my menses came. now, i'm super frustrated coz there's a red thing tt lk like a sibei big acne on my nose and it's been theres since erh 1 wk ago? if it's acne it should be painful and most prob be gone liao coz i put damn a lot of acne cream for super long leh!!! i could feel the whole world staring at my nose the whole of today la. :/

first day of sem2 today. v good, tuts start 2 wks later so only need to attend lecturs for now=thurs and fri free for this wk and next. GOOD.

rush off to shop on my own at bv after sch. v scorching sun when i reach there, walked ard and bought a top and a dress for cny so tt mom will stop nagging and constantly reminding me tt cny is less than a mth awy. damn tired so wanted to go home and was waiting for traffic light to turn green den BAMMMMMM super heavy rain, like cats and dogs, so everyone chiong back to bv like idiots coz traffic light turn green at tt instant. was forced to go walk ard bv yet again and feel everyone's eyes on the red "acne" thing on my nose! felt really stupid, shouldve brought my concealer out with me. :(

at least i bought some stuff today otherwise it will be a futile trip to bugis and i'll be fucking angry at myself. totally got the urge to spenddddd la but managed to stop myself yanoe, some rational thinking, weighing pros and cons and lking at the thickness/thinness of my wallet.

okkk totally lking forward to 2nd day of sem2 and after sch activities=meet up with 2 chio friends and go eat and realise got nth to do and sit ard and stare blankly at the surrounding before coming to the conclusion tt we should all go home where i can lk forward to the 3rd day of sem2.

:D

2008-01-10T02:53:00.000+08:00

my bidding for mod is damn screwed. kena outbid and left with all those tt other ppl dont want.

BAHHHHHHHHH shit. :(

2008-01-06T21:35:00.000+08:00

i'm like officially 20yrs old now, so old zzz. a few days ago i was still telling bren tt when i was born her mom may have just gotten pregnant sia and some other mom of my friends may nt even be pregnant yet! this just further emphasis how old i am. hahaha

anw, this year's birthday is nt as lonely as the past years. maybe it's because i'm stepping into the big 20 that's why all my friends wanna gloat at my misfortune and decided to ask me out for dinner to laugh at me becoming older sooner than all the rest of them.

anyway, celebrated with the family first. went over to my aunt's place for a small gathering on sat. had to buy cake at compasspoint because i was too lazy to go get awfully chocolate at some ulu and far place, which i've been dying to try for quite some time because its AWFULLY CHOCOLATEEE!! make do with a four leaves chocolate cake which is surprisingly niceee and ordered pizza hut for the family. yaaa i paid for it even though i was celebrating MY bday. hoho.

my bday cake

lking some tired, w/o much makeup

2nd celebration was with kt and ele friend. some v kp and creative friends of mine who came out with amazingly irritating nicknames for me throughout the years i've known them. ok erhh only like 3yrs since we became closer? malay, peck, pangseh, black zzzzz. thanks ah. had steamboat at suntec with them. thankewsss for the awfully chocolate cake and pretending tt it was very expensive. then, i blew out the candles before making a wish so they insist on doing it again. so candles were relit, i made a wish and i had to blow the candles for the 2nd time.

kt is damn hungry

the mess kt made which made ele the queen of the day instead of me :/

me and kt, who lks damn siandiao to take photo with me

3 of usssss

forced to make a wish

2nd attempt at blowing candles

lastly was with bren cla and qian on the bday itself. had manhattan fish mkt for dinner. talktalktalk and took photos. hoho. cant believe that even though we dont really meetup very often, esp with qian, we still have many stuff to talk about and not feel awkward. finally we took many photos where all of us lk good! hahaha :D

while waiting for the food, which took a freaking long timeee

waiting for train, on our way home

thanks to all who wished me a happy birthday. i think my 21st bday's theme will be GE TAI, pls lk forward to it! HAHAHA

ok i'm just jking laaaaaa

2008-01-02T01:50:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to me!

2008-01-01T15:07:00.001+08:00

happy new year!

hoh what an uneventful 2007.

school-less for 8months, got my 'a' lvl result and glad tt i got into a uni, even though it wasnt my first choice. didnt make many new friends but i'm glad i still have all my old friends with meee. :D

this yr, i shall study harder, be more serious about my work and try to make a few more new friends, hoho. also, try to keep my study table neater so tt my parents will be less pissed off with me.

hopefully 2008 will be a GOOOOOOD year for everyone. healthy and happy oksssss.

2007-12-29T01:05:00.000+08:00

i'm so happy i sold some of my old clothes on sgst this morning, which i had planned on selling it during lime flea. sold it off at a much reasonable price tt what i'm expected at the flea! super happy because i'm $50 richer now. :D

i've not been shopping for quite some time (excluding online shopping). feel like gg to chinatown to grab some clothes for cny, even though it's slightly more than a mth to it. i realised most of the clothes i got for cny, i ended up not wearing them at all after it. it's like u want to get something different from what you always wear for cny but after tt realise tt the clothes lk like crap. therefore for this yr, i'm just going to get what i usually wear when i go out.

gonna celebrate my bday soon and the most terrible thing happened. my acne problem is back to haunt me big time. some damn a lot of breakouts recently, i dont think they will heal soon and many new ones seem to be popping out too which totally sucks to the core. damn suayyyyy! i think it's becoming adult acne prob now since i'm going to become 20 soon, omgggggggggggg. no more teenager for me ah.

time to slp earlier, maybe frm nx wk onwards.

2007-12-24T01:44:00.000+08:00

lime flea was a freaking disaster!

first, we went there and realised we had to move our own tables and chairs to the designated area. even though it wasnt very heavy, it's still wth for 3 girls to move it. i'm surprised the workers didnt offer to help us. just stood there and collected money, tt's all they are there for.

second, the bitchy auntie beside us was so damn afraid our tables will block her flow of customers and tried to offer us suggestions on how to place our tables. thanksss ahhh, damn irritating only.

third, sun was goddamn scorching hot i think all of us got 1 shade darker. hoho ok maybe nt for ele since she was hiding right inside. even though we had an umbrella, it didnt help much. we could still feel the heat and our makeup was melting. as usual i sweat like mad and wished i was in shorts and tshirt and makeup-less. luckily i tied up my hair, which helps a little i guess.

fourth, no business at all! surprise surprise. everyone just walk around, see see look look, pretend to be interested then walk away. some fun pls. they expected us to price our items at rock bottom price but most of our clothes were fairly new and nt some chapalang pile of cloth lehhh. i think they were expected us to sell them at $5 or what?? i dunno.

lastly, it started raining damn fucking heavily. some many funnn. hot like fuck in the early after then rainnnnnnn, what a pleasant surprise indeed. :/

anw it was memorable experience and a lesson learnt. no more flea mkts for us unless we are prepared to sell our clothes all at $5.

anws, happy birthday ele!

2007-12-20T01:20:00.000+08:00

cant believe i've stayed at home for the past 4 days (coming 5 days) and i'm running out of things to do. the more i stay at home the lazier i become. i feel like going out yet i think i'd rather stay at home. totally cant decide. hoho

my timetable for next sem is out and i'm quite glad that my earliest class starts at 10am and i end at 4pm for most of the days but the bad thing is i've lessons for all 5 days of the wk. contemplating whether to change 1 of my tutorial to another day so i can enjoy a day off like last sem. but ahhh some bad experience leh and i've proj for all my mods so it's kinda scary to be in a class with complete strangers sia. ohwells still gotta add 1 more mod too so everything's nt confirmed yet. zzz

the day to release of results is looming near, some scary. :(

and i've been thinking abt sep. hopefully i will get it but i'm nt sure whether my results will be gd enough and my family can afford it. ohwellsssss time to go msia or sth. hoho.

i'm spending way too much for someone who doesnt have any income. surviving on my pathetic savings.

anws, joined lime flea with ele so come down and buy our old stuff/impulse buys this coming sat 22nd dec (my chi bday too hoho) to fund all my new impulse buys and cny clothes. :D:D

2007-12-12T03:38:00.001+08:00

i've been torturing myself by watching sad dramas and crying my eyes out almost every day.

hwang jin yi is some nice korean drama, beautifullll please even though it sounds obiang.

神，请给我多一点时间。omggg super nice even though this is my dunno how many times watching it but still cry like shit. takeshi is too hot, makes me feel like watching warlords.

takeshi kaneshiro, hotttttttttttttt

2007-12-03T01:41:00.000+08:00

tanning
clubbing
kbox
watch enchanted
redye my hair
chemical peel
watch damn a lot of dramas
sell my old clothes
flea market
buy digicam?
hair extensions?

SHOPPPPPPPPPPP. more tw sprees pls.

arghhh tue is good day.

2007-11-29T00:25:00.000+08:00

even though i dont know anyone of them but whenever i see reports abt them on the papers, i cant stop myself from wanting to read more. den i'll feel super depressed and sad, it's as though they were my friends.

and i start to think, what if i die young like them too. what if i die before i can accomplish anything. what if i die before i can finish all my final year papers. omg some very scary thoughts. then i feel super relieved that i'm still alive and breathing, see the sun in the morning, spend 2hrs on travelling just to go and take a 2hrs paper, able to worry abt exams, talk to my parents and friends ard me, watch videos on youtube, eat, slp blahblahblah. it must have hurt real bad for their loved ones to lose them so soon. i never want to experience this kind of shit but it's impossible. it's just a matter of time, later or earlier. hopefully it's laterrrrr. like 100 yrs down the road pls.

lovelovelove my parents and everyone ard me laaa.

2007-11-15T02:41:00.000+08:00

finally no more tv-less. i was almost going to die of boredom and silence for the past 3 days. alright, actually we kept listening to 987 and realised they play the same old songs at the same old time. like, zzz

ok new tv is good. i on it and it was showing titanic at 7+ on chan5. even though it's damn once upon a time but i was still attracted by it. i think i've watched it for ard 5times alr but i still think it's real nice and i'm always scared of watching the part where the ship hit the iceberg and gonna sink. like omg, so sad la.i rem i cried buckets the very first time i watched it. super sad diao.

anw leonardo dicaprio was HOT at tt time. like super cuteeeeeeeeee and hotttttttttt. what happened sia?! he was cute in the beach too. i think i watched tt ard 3times because he's super goodlking. hoho. why he become so old and fat and not so gdlking ah. :(

what happened?!

ooolala, edison's in the new batman movie. even though v small role but omg pls. time to watch it :D:D:D

2007-11-11T01:16:00.000+08:00

i enjoy reading other people's blogs and looking at their manymany photos. some of them i do not know but because they seem to have really interesting lifestyles, i find myself addicted to reading about what they do and where they went.

i know i dont update this blog as often as some others, however when i feel like writing something, i find myself at a loss of words. i want others to know how i'm feeling, but how to when i cant even put them down in words. if only minds can be read easily. ehh sounds scary too.

i'm already thinking and fantasizing about the many things to do during dec hols. hoho

2007-10-29T21:47:00.001+08:00

i cant believe the sem is coming to an end so soon. 1 more mth only.

i'm still in a holiday mood pls.

2007-10-25T22:28:00.000+08:00

ahhh no new happenings, just some photos of me plsss. zi liannnn

yarrr it's on friendster/facebook/msn display pic budden ah still nice what so put on blog pls. photoshop is fun, can make my nose smaller, complexion better, make me look skinnier blahblahblah. but all the above all nt editted k, other than the colour and contrast of the photos. hohoho

anw thanks ele for lending me this dress, my friend keep saying v cute. HAHA some jealous of the dress pls.

okkk i always waste my time doing useless stuff :/

2007-10-23T23:48:00.001+08:00

i'm hating my wednesdays now, which i'm supposed to be loving it since it's my only off day. the thing is i've been having bba finishing sch every wed this mth. spoils my only off day of the wk. BAHHHH

the worst thing is i skipped last wk's so i didnt sign out and i think they know. ARGH THEY KNOW. coz they sent an email to ask why no sign out. :/

off dayyyyyy

ok at least tmr is the 2nd last wk of it!

i really wanna go bkk but kt pspspsps and i cant confirm whether got enough money anot. but i can afford the air tic now. HAHA go with no money to shop. cool.

2007-10-21T02:42:00.001+08:00

noone will believe what i'm going to say.

i went to do community service this afternoon and actually felt a great sense of achievement. haha!

right after econs test i had to cab down to botanical garden with my prisch friend and 2 girls frm uni-y who were taking the test too. initially we were planning to give excuses so tt we can leave early but in the end we stayed till the end of the activity.

so we reached there and saw many many organisations la and we're supposed to partner with the spastic people. really very scared in the beginning coz i've nv really talk to them before la. furthermore my buddy, yingying, was v ap in the beginning. one of the volunteer who was familiar with her asked yy to follow me and make friends den she just said "NO" and when i sort of put my hand on her shoulders to guide her to walk straight she just swept my hand away. wahhh damn big setback i tell you.

but gradually she got familiar with me coz i talk to her ah and friendfriend laaaa. she even held my hand when we walked to the toilet tgt can. then when taking photo she also put her hand ard my shoulders can. supposed to be i put my hands ard her but ohwells.. anw damn happy plsss. she's also v swt. whenever i help her open her can drink she'll blow kiss me. HAHA!!!

i think i'm lucky to get yingying.

time to do more community service so i can go to heaven next time. LOLOL

2007-10-18T22:20:00.000+08:00

i cant stop myself frm "planning" what i want to buy if i go bkk end of the yr. i'm like online shopping den thinking to myself, nono i shall lk out for this in bkk coz it's definitely gg to cost so much lesser.

the thing is, the trip is nt even confirmed yet yanoe!! anw giving myself excuses nt to spend is also nt bad la. save some money. GOOOOOOD.

ahhhh, if i go bkk i'll run and do some hair extensions first. LONG HAIR HOR ELE!!! :D

if possible i'd really hope to go nx yr during the 3mths long break, provided we can find some common guy friend to go with us laaa. longer time means save moreee money to shop and also non peak period means cheaper air fare. guyssss why no common guy friends?? :(:(

maybe i should worry about my econs test this coming sat instead. boohoo but antm is calling out to me.

watch tv time. :/

some photo of bkk i found online.
i want to go do some sight-seeing and take nice photos.
also can go pray.. 拜拜 for me pls.

2007-10-15T23:51:00.000+08:00

lazyyyyyy
procrastinationsssss
bummmmmm ard more plssssss

arghhhh i wonder what does tt mean. below the median. :/
gimme a close to full marks for stats pls!!
econssss

ohno.

today's my mommy's chi bday.
happy birthday to youuuuu.
oops midnight alr = bday over.
ohwells :/

2007-10-14T01:16:00.001+08:00

my sister is planning to go chiangmai with her friends this coming year-end. initially i wanted to tag along because her friend's grandmother has a 民宿 so i thought if i go ah i won't have to pay for lodging but sadly she said noooo, i've to pay lehhh.

so now, i'm hoping i'll be able to save enough money to go bkk with ele instead. hoho.

2007-10-03T01:17:00.000+08:00

hahaha belated happy birthday post to u, haopengyou/haojiemei/haopiaolianggggg!!!
:/

2007-09-28T23:31:00.000+08:00

i'm addicted to printing out notes and assignments,
then stare at them to kill time.

:/

2007-09-25T23:10:00.000+08:00

happy mooncake day

no lanterns, only manymany sparklers and poppers.
all the little boys and girls make me feel so old and out of place.
i wanna be a little girl again.
BAHHHHH.

2007-09-24T15:50:00.001+08:00

raffles arriving in singapore

v nonsense. HAHA :/

2007-09-18T00:23:00.001+08:00

- gotta rem to get my allowance from the mama tmr. she gave me $30 at the beginning of the mth and expects it to last for the whole mth, how can?!

- i just sold my unused clothes and ~~earn~~ got back $70. GOOOOOD!

- must do some shopping for new clothes to replace the old ones i sold. online shopping is love

- meetups really suck. luckily it's at tamp and on my way to sch/back home. HOHO

- ss test on wed evening. killasssssssssssss. ohmy, wed. :(

- nx wk is RECESS, but hafta study for midtern coming up after tt

- damn tired zzz

- it was an enthu day today/yest? signed up for bizad foc, hopefully will get in. also joined uni-y and gonna try for comm HAHAHA good cvcvcvcv for me pls

2007-09-16T21:41:00.000+08:00

windsurfing yest was quite fun even though i only learnt how to "surf" straight. only managed to do a 180 turn once, with the help of the instructor. other than tt it's just keep falling into the water and trying to climb up onto the board. towards the end my legs were so tired and full of bruises from knocking on the board while climbing up. i almost had leg cramps in the sea but i dont mind gg again. HOHO

a pity it was raining in the morning, the sun only came out at ard 2 so didnt manage to get a good tan. siannnn.

i'm so going to go sentosa soon.

very amazing blueblacks. hafta wear jeans till it heals :(
lks quite fat ah HAHA

w/o makeup and
super dry hair after soaking in saltwater for 7hrs. :/

arghhhh sch tmr again. why do wkends pass so fast. and i have test on wed. shittttt

ohmy, kim

ME TWEET TWEET, WHAT ABT CHUUU??